Without A Trace (BTS FF/ENG)

Chapter 2

16 Hours before

*Namjoon POV* 

The concert will slowly come to its end. Afterwards we can finally get some rest. Today was more stressful than usual. Already during the rehearsal, not everything worked as it should have...and then the weird feeling in my stomach. I already woke up with that shitty feeling, as if something bad will happen today. I can't explain it. It's like an omen thats wanting to warn me about something. Jungkook doesn't seem well too, he fell during his solo and that annoys him. J-Hope is very confused too. He mixed-up the choreos and also forgets a few steps. Usually something like that wouldn't even happen to him. We just want to give the best for our fans. They shouldn't have wasted their money for nothing. We want them to remember that concert in a beautiful, breathtaking way. 

After we said goodbye to our fans and finished the concert we walked exhausted to the backstage area and let us fall onto the Sofa. "Do you guys have such a weird feeling that something's off today too?" I asked the members. "Yes...i had problems to concentrate. I don't know...i would say that i was kind of confused." Hoseok told us. Even the others are of the opinion that there was something fishy today. After we relaxed a little, we thanked the staff members for their good work and got changed into our casual clothes. Afterwards we packed our things together and went into the garage of the venue because we got driven to our hotel from that place. "Hopefully we will make it safe to the hotel..." was my last thought as I entered the van.

As we arrived at the hotel and checked-in, we used the elevator and went to the floor where our Rooms are. At the seventh floor we parted our ways and went to our Rooms. "715, 716, 717.... ah there it is. Room 718" I murmured to myself. 

I entered my room and turned the lights on. After I layed my stuff down checked the room for hidden cameras. Actually our bodyguards and manager check everything before we even set a foot in the room, but you can't be careful enough, especially because I can't get rid of the strange feeling. 

To distract myself I walked to the window, which I tilted so that some fresh air could come into the room. Afterwards I sat down in an armchair, which was standing right next to the window and i put my airpods in my ears and turned some music on. I let my gaze wander over the city and enjoyed the view that was revealed to me. The lights of the city in contrast to the dark, cloudy sky. After some time passed by it started to rain. The wind was blowing into the room sometimes, streaking my face. I love the scent of the air when it's raining. I hoped that the slight gust of wind was helping me to organize my thoughts. 

For a short moment I watched the raindrops race on the window pane. However it became too depressing for me. I closed my eyes and reviewed the day. Our todays incongruities while performing and that our Armys still cheered for and supported us so much. My song "Forever Rain" would fit very well to my mood right now. After a while i opened my eyes again because it made me more depressing than before. The love we got from our fans, although we screwed up so many times. We didnt deserved it. Not after what happened today. Thats why I decided to do a V-live to sincerely apologize to Army.

"Hi everyone! How are you?" was the first thing I asked to waste some time. I looked at the screen of the phone  infront of me and read a few comments:

"I'm fiiineee!💜💜"

"I love you Namjoon!💜"

I love you guys too

"Wheres Jimin?"

"I PURPLE U!💜💜"

"Lots of love from Brasil!🇧🇷💜"

"Did you have dinner?"

"Stay  healthyy💜💜"

"💜💜💜💜💜💜💜"