Know Loyalty

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I'm going to try and get some sleep. After class. All I could think about was Trey and I made a promise to stay loyal. I actually don't want Nothing from the boy. I'm trying to figure it out. My body hurts just the thought of this dude. Ok so me and titi are going to have to go back to the house for rent and deposit the check. But I'm still not sure if I can take the kids to the park. I'm so damn tired after class I just wanna cry. Oh yeah me and my family were going on a trip next weekend. Calls sister. "Hey hoe" "was you still gpod" Sadi *and I made the payment for that. Ok good she still going I thought. I'm the only one not. Some people just dumb. I'm not telling the whole story neither. Bitch. I'm doing it all. I ain't even trying. Honey I feel sad but ik just how to help myself.

I go straight in Walmart to the body cleaning section. And pic up some Olay essentially. Oh yeah I'ma be in there. I laugh to myself and walk out.

Just as soon as I get home I start my bath. I didn't finish making my homework so I order dinner and roll up a joint, io don't like to be smoking weed but I do. Shid I'm bout high as kite. I get on Instagram and cry cuz idk. Sorry I missed your call. I see a message pop up. OMG it's ok sweetheart. I reply to Trey. I miss you Mami I miss you too baby. Ok I'll see you in the morning. Me and Trey was posed to have a serious relationship talk in the morning. I was okay but I was nt. I go to sleep after I eat my pizza.