At the moment, i don't really like school i have a fight with one of my best friend's, and i don't feel save, people don't understand me and i feel really alone at home and on school actually i feel alone in everything. There is one girl in class she had many problem's also in her past and in the present. She understand's me but we can't help eachother because we both have the same problems and it wouldn't be fair if we like give eachother tips if we don't even know how to do it ourself's. I still feel really empty sometimes and i can't feel a shit , i don't have many emotions anymore because i got used to the pain. I'm still very insecure about my body and my face and to be honest everything about me. In my eyes i get uglier and fatter everyday but i don't do anything to make it better either i don't even know how. So on this moment i still feel nothing , today im pretending to make homework (not) and im going to do something with a good friend of mine, he lives next to me but we are good friend's we grew up together but he doesn't know anything about how i feel because he is to young for that he is 2 years younger than me but he is very adult compared to other boys of his age but not adult enough to understand and even when he was my age not many people of my age understand me so , why would he. But yeah we have fun and that's the thing that matter's so yeah i think this is what i wrote today im off, bye.
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Diary of FLO.
Non-FictionMy name is Filip Luka Ostojic, i was born in The Netherlands in Weesp on 4-09-99. Im gonna start a diary about my life, my feelings and everything around my world. If you read this and you know me, please don't make jokes about it or show it to som...
