Rotten Heart -Part 1

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                   Early morning 4:00 am, she cried and screamed on herself as if she was a failure in this world

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Early morning 4:00 am, she cried and screamed on herself as if she was a failure in this world. She believed in destiny and true love which will fulfill her remaining life with happiness and here she was drunk, questioning her own identity. She went on thinking over and over again if she is responsible for the hurt she is facing in her life...

Daily she drowned herself in her sorrows and bourbon without even thinking about her present life. Her imperfections blamed her soul for all the guilt which got piled up in this mess. She felt so lonely that she decided to end her life.

Months passed, year passed but her regret for being cheated upon by her only true lover didn't soothe her pain yet it remained alive deep inside her. Daily it consumed her soul inch by inch as if it was the end of her life. She became a lone survivor without any friends or close ones. Trust was her issue and she couldn't rely on family members for any help to ease her sufferings. She could hear voices in her head yelling at her ,mocking her betrayal yet she remain silence coz somewhere she knew deep inside it was meant to be her fault for loving someone so much .

Misery started pouring into her life when she went through trauma of being raped again and again with those treacherous words of the unknown people just because she loved a person who was not supposed to be loved. She gave her beautiful and naïve life in expect for something enchanted love. But all she got was broken promises, lifetime scars and unlimited grieves.

No matter what she did, she ended up in vain and being stubborn. She lost her identity of being peaceful, calm, and generous and her precious sweet innocent smile. All these started haunting her day and night and made her to believe that her life supposed to end in some grave with remorse. She lost her most precious job which questioned her passion for her dreams and yet she tried to slip on pills for answers. Pills gave her ecstasy of recreating a new world yet it took lot from her in return – her judgmental brain, her beauty to see the world as it is and her way of resolving all queries.

Yet a punishment for crime she didn't create; she only followed her one true heart. She created a framework of life where it was restricted to let out the feelings to the real world. Her bed and pillows were the only friend to comfort her during her mourning nights. She could only weep in showers where her voice was unheard. It was her sinful action which made her sin to be cursed with plague of injustice love.

Nothing comforted her except the thought and believe in herself that karma will take back what he took back from her i.e. her dignity, her commitment. She waited for that miracle and hope of avenge that she lost a track of her time and she entered her fifth year with shackle bones and white hair and amused to see what a toll love has taken from her. Her fame was ruined and even her dynasty which she was the utmost favorite of her group.

She tried to rewind and reread those miserable and heartwarming voices and memories of her past which made her to completely forget about her existence. She forgot to dress in proper attire which made her look so predictable of her loneliness and her treacherous life. It was her time to face the media as she was the sole survivor of her father throne.

Being wealthy need not bring her much surprise except that love comes with bargain and cheap thoughts. She decided to end this sorrow slowly once she realized her hunger for success and growth.

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