Suga's little sister

Chapter 12

Y/N POV:
It's been a couple of months since my grandma passed away.
Yesterday I heard BTS talking with manager about a RUN episode where they'll give each other letters. I secretly asked manager if I can write them a letter too and read them. He agreed and I started writing the letters right away.

Skip to next day!

The boys left for filming. I'm getting ready and I'm going there as well.

I arrived there. A staff member came to meet me.
Me: Hi. Where are the boys?
Staff: They're inside writing. You go in that boat and hide down in the room. Lock the door in case they come down.
Me: Ok got it!
Staff: I will come and call you after they read their letters. Till then rest.
Me: Ok.
I went inside the boat.
There is a laptop where I can watch the boys reading their letters.

Skip time!

Someone knocked on door. It's the staff member and told me it's time to go up.
I took the letter and went out.
Me: Hiii boys!! Missed me?
Yoongi: What are you doing here? When did you came here?
They were confused.
Me: Well I came when you were writing inside. I came here cause I have a letter for you too!
RM: What? Really?.
Me: Yes!
Jin: Why?
Me: I just wanted to thank you. I'm gonna read now. Ready?
They nodded in agreement.
Me: Dear BTS... Aishh I'm nervous...
I covered my face with my hands cause imy face turned red.
RM: Why?
Me: Idk.. Ok let's continue.
Me: Dear BTS...
To write about you guys  is kinda impossible. When I was in America  I always dreamed about the day I'd meet you, about the day I come at your concert and be part of the purple ocean, about the day when I'll be on your fan meeting and having a short but memorable conversation... But that... That was just a dream. A teenage girl dreaming about her favorite boy band. But as you always said Believe in your dreams and never give up from them, i believed and never gave up. So today, I'm right here sitting in front of you reading this letter that I wrote for you. There are billions words I want to say to you but I'm gonna try to squeeze all the things i want to say in few sentences. So here I go:
Me: Namjoon oppa!
Namjoon: Yes..
Me: Namjoon oppa, thank you for being such an amazing, loving leader and the glue that keeps BTS together. Thank you for being a friend every girl dreams about. Actually, you're more than a friend, you're my brother, my role model, my idol. I love you!
RM: Love you too!
Me: World Wide Handsome?
Jin: That's me!
We laughed.
Me: Seokjin oppa, thank you for being the best older brother for the guys and me as well. Thank you for all the meals you cooked for me and the one's we cooked together. Thank you for all the dad jokes that make me laugh. Thank you for showing me how to be myself. Saranghae!
He smiled and showed me finger heart!
Me: Yoongi oppa!
Yoongi: Don't be cringy or I'll throw you in the water.
Me: Yoongi oppa, thank you for being a great role model to the other members and such a strong older brother! Thank you for caring for me and for the boys. Thank you for telling me that it's okay to not be okay, that it's okay to not have dreams, also thank you for saving my life. Love you oppa!
He nodded and whispered I love you too.
Me: J-HOOOOPEEEE!
J-hope: Y/NNNNN!
Me: Hoseok oppa, thank you for always smiling and being the hope and sunshine of the group who keeps everyone happy. Thank you for teaching me how to dance. Thank you for always being there for me as my friend and as my older brother! Saranghae!
Hobi: Love you to Y/N, I'll always be there for you!
Me: Mochi!
Jimin: Yaa! I'm not Mochi!
Me: You're my Mochi..
Jimin: Only yours!
Yoongi: Yaa stop it!
Me: Jimin oppa, thank you for being there and comforting the other members and hearing out their problems. Thank you for showing me  what Love is. Thank you for being the reason I wake up in the morning. I just want to let you know that you're my world, my love, my happiness. I want to tell you that I love you more than anything. I just want you too see that without you there is no me.
Jimin: Y/N, I love you and I can't thank God enough for being able to call you mine!
Me: My alien...
Tae: Afkfhjfktk!
We laughed.
Me: Taehyung oppa, thank you for always wanting to show us your new talents and for always staying positive. Thank you for keeping my secrets. Thank you for all the "fights" we have. Thank you for letting me play with Tannie! Borahae!
Tae: I purple you!
Me: Golden Maknae!
JK: JKKEEY!
Me: Jungkook oppa, thank you for loving and teasing your older brothers and working hard to make sure you give your very best to your fans. Thank you for always being my shoulder to cry on, my partner in crime, my best friend. Let's prank more our older brothers! Love you!
JK: Love you too! I have prank ideas ready!
Me: BTS, thank you for being you. For giving me hope and strength to move on. For being my  family, for showing me reasons I should love myself. For being there whenever I need someone to talk with, someone to cry with, someone to fool around with.
Today I am your friend but I'll be an A.R.M.Y until my last breath!

I cried while reading it. When I looked at them they were tearing up too.
Jimin: Yaa Y/N you made me tear up.
Me: Sorry!
Jin:Group hug?
We hugged.
Me: Um.. I have another letter. It's for Yoongi oppa.
Yoongi: Why?
Me: There's something I want to tell you!
Yoongi: OH noo..
Me: Dear Yoongi Oppa... I know you'll find this very cringy so please don't throw me in the water..😝
Yoongi: No promises!
Me: When I was a little girl I used to watch other girls playing on playground with their brothers. I watched how the boys protected their sisters. I watched them and wished to have a brother too. To have someone to be there for me, to protect me from bullies, to play with me, to steal my candy, even to annoy me.
As I grew older I wanted a brother to tell me to not trust the boys, to be there for me during my first heartbreak, to beat the crap of my ex boyfriends.
Then all of a sudden I found out I have a brother, also I found out that I'm the reason his family got apart. I hated myself for that.
I never forgave myself. I didn't knew who my brother is and i didn't dare to ask.
I wanted to end my life but God sent me an Angel who saved me. A few years later I found out that, that Angel is my brother.
I finally have someone to protect me, I have someone to be there for me, I have a brother, I have... YOU!
So i promise to be the best sister! I promise to make you proud of me as much as I am proud of you! Saranghae oppa!
When I looked at him he was staring at the sea trying to not cry.
I hugged him and started to cry.
He whipped my tears.
Yoongi: Don't cry! We have each other now! Saranghae baby sister!
Me: I'm not baby!!
We laughed.
When we got home later I felt sick and throw up. I think I feel seasick, or at least that's what I thought.