love triangle

nightmare

i have no clue why my alarm was set because it was the weekend so i got up i was still in toby's shirt so i changed threw my hair up then went to the forest to make my way to toby

toby are you there-add

no he's not here but i am*he moves towards me and pins me to a tree*but i am-masky

don't don't don't do this masky you don't want to do this-add

he moves towards my ear and wispers yes i do besides i want to-masky

i don't know what happened next but when i woke up i had no cloths on and i was in pain and cold i looked around and threw toby's shirt on because it was the only thing i could get on i started to scream for toby he found me passed out he carried me home

i woke up at midnight toby was there he asked my what happened i told him as much as i knew and he was mad i was crying because in my head i had a pretty good idea what happened he came over to me and held me then we went to bed even though that night i could barly sleep i mainly cried but even though i knew i was safe i couldn't help but feel  that he would come back

shhh it's ok toby said i just snuggled up to him and tried to sleep that night i woke up at least 4 times that night screaming but each time he calmed me and made me feel safe.

i woke up the next morning and he was there with me still i don't think he slept that night i think he was to worried about me and watched me.

hey did you sleep-ad

uh huh-toby

i knew he lied but i ignored it-add

we got up and i took him down stairs i had known that my family would be gone i made him breakfast 

how do you like your eggs-add

over medium-toby

5 min's later

i hand him his food and kissed his head then i sat down next to him

are you ok-toby

ya i'm fine-ad

i lied i had been so scared and i felt violated and i didn't know what to do next