I woke up because I couldn't sleep. I was remembering all the things my parents did to me.
Flash back
My friends had invite me to a party; it was going to be the best party of the year I just wanted a night to forget about what parents are doing to me. I didn't tell anybody because I didn't know what they would and i couldn't take what would happen. So here I am at the party enjoying my self. Did I you that I look amazing if not I do. My friend did me good tonight. I was grinding on this amazing hot guy.
Then come my dad to ruin the night. He took me up and throw into the wall saying am not finish with you yet; now get up get your ass to the car. I was so embarrass I ran to the car crying. I didn't even know when we were at the house until he started beating me up. Throwing punches all over , kicked me in my stomach. He did some other crazy stuff that scared me for life. When was finish me he left and never came back.
I lemp to my bed room where I stayed there. I couldn't bare to go outside becasue everyone in the pack had found out what had happen: some of my friends came to look for me to see if I was alive but I didn't want to see them I was too embrass.
End of Flashback
The worst thing about that aspect of my life was that my mother didn't do anything about it but hate me. She blamed me for making my father react like that. I didn't know how am suppose to make a father abusive his child. She was suppose be on my side defending me but I was wrong. Every single day I wanted to run away but my wolf would stop me telling that something good is coming my way. I believed and I hope that it would come quick becasue my dad was getting more abusive each and every day.
I use to have friends that care about me but guess I was wrong they didn't call or text. They would be somewhere in the world living it up has always. The day that I shifted I was all alone. If I told any one my life would have been worst But thank the havens I was a white wolf and had powers which consist of the elements: water and fire.
It was like everything that ever happen to me was coming back to me but I didn't any one to come into my room seeing me break down . I ran to the bathroom wash my face and went back to bed. I started crying again and fell asleep minitues after.
She had another dream again.
My dad came bolting into my room saying you slut why did you have sex with alpha. You see that he was drunk and also that he was going beat me again. Dad I didn't am always in my room. Cut the crop I know you did. He came over to me and punched me in the face. Dad please I didn't . Please Please. Help ; she yelled.
She got cut off by being woken up. When she open her eyes she saw Godric being eye widen don't know what to do. She was wet and crying. She did't even know she was crying. Get the fuck out of my room. I didn't tell you come in. I tired to get up. Listen aleast I tried.
Godric: thats it your going to the pack prision until I decide to take you out
Jana: better than seeing you.
Godric took her up and put her over his shoulder and walked to the pack prison. She was quiet for once which means that it was good but she deserve this punishment. She needs to repesct me.
So here I am in a cell. Well atleast it will give me time to think everything though.
Every now and then they would and give me food but I wouldn't even look at them. I didn't feel like eating anything from them and plus it didn't look right. Being in here and thinking about every thing its better to strave myself to death. Day after day I was losing my self. It was really hard for me. My own mate was kinda behaving like my own father. Will it was...... she got cut off by falling asleep. While sleeping I could hear persons saying call alpha now I think she is dying. Get the pack doctor.
Godric pov
I was in my office when I was mind linked that my mate was very close to dying. I ran in my wolf speed finding her at the pack doctor laying down on the bed peaceful. I started crying. How could
I have done this to my mate but she lead me to do it. "She had a bad dream and was crying but the dumpest thing you did was put her in the cell: ' Now my mate is gone because of your sorry ass ;my wolf said. I'm sorry I didn't mean to;.
Can't go into deal of what happen becasue it is making me cry all the time am writing it.
Two weeks later
Jana pov
I could hear a beep beep sound and it was annoying the shit out of me. I wanted to open my eyes but they felt heavy. Finally I opened my eyes and instantly close them due to the light rays streaming in . I adjust my sight to it . The door burst open and here came in my mate.
'I am not talking to him I don't want anything to do with him right now' I said to my wolf. He came and sat on my bed . ''Jana , I'm so sorry for putting you in the pack prison and I hope You can forgive me for that' . I turned on my next side showing him that I didn't want to speak to him.
The doctor came in saying;"well jana it looks like your free to go".
" umm doctor ... could you tell my mate to get fuck out off my room and am not alking to him" .
" godric your mate said to get the fuck out of her room she aint talking to you" The doctor realize that Godric was going to do him something he said," she said it I just delieverd the message"..
"doctor can go?" said jana
"Sure u can but you two extra days of bed rest" said the doctor".
I got up and change into my clothes and exit.I went straight up to my room, lock the door and on the balcony thinking. I have been for just a couple of days and so much things have happen to me. I just wish that my life.... I got cut off by the door being open. I didn't want to speak to anyone right or even see. My mate of a jerface was behaving like dad and if he really want me continue behaving like he would never get me.
'Whoever is in my room get the fuck out right now"said the jana but the person only laugh. There is only one person who would laugh and that is friend my mate. I really can't take him right now. So I turn around and said," I Jana williams reject you as my mate" but before I finish Godric was infront of me covering my mouth with his hands. " don't finish that sentence" said Godric.
You don't get don't you just leave me alone: just LEAVE" said jana shouting the last part going into the bathroom locking the door where she started crying her heart out for everything that has happen to her. It is time to get revenge for what Godric done. How are going to lock ur mate in the pack prison and get away with it. But what shall i do.
