She's Alive But Barely Breathing.

DEMI'S POV

'Demiiii! Dinner is ready.

'Coming mooom!' i screamed while shuffling round the room hiding it.

'Demi, your dinner is getting cold and I'm not making anymore!'

ha. I wouldn't mind that...

I reluctantly walked down the stairs and placed myself at other end of the table, opposite the others.

'What were you doing up there?!'

"i know what she was doing. Just look at her eye shadow!!"

"SHUT UP DALLAS!!"

"She's got a point Demi. You don't need all that makeup on, your beautiful without it."

"Yeah, well that's what mom's are supposed to say. I'm not hungry, i ate when i went out with sel."

"Really? What did you have?" Dallas and Diana both said in union, as if it was a common phrase used among them.

"DALLAS!! butt out of it and if you're really bothered, i had subway. Would you like to the receipt as well?!"

"Girls! Would you quit fighting, please? Madison is right there and you aren't setting a good example for her."

"Eurrgh! I've got homework to do!"

"Demetria. Devonne. Lovato. Don't you dare talk to me like that! You have to remember, that I'm the one who has power over what happens to your career and if this is going to happen frequently, you can kiss goodbye to your acting and singing career altogether.

'MOM! Why?!Eurgh Whatever!

*getting up from the table, she quickly runs up the stairs. She opens her bedroom door and feels safe once again. Closing the door she goes into her wardrobe to a hidden draw and pulls out her diary*

Tuesday 19th March 2009

They fell for it again. All of them. Mom, Dallas, Selena. I hope I can keep this up. I got through the day only eating a piece of toast but that didn't last too long. I feel alright today, I mean I only cut 3 or 4 times. That's got to be an improvement, right? Maybe this is the path God chose for me. At least I get to start filming Camp Rock in a couple of days. I get to get away from this past for 6 months. Free from the nagging of mom, the arguments with Dallas and whining of Madison. Don't get me wrong, I love them all but them can get too much! They just don't understand me, no one does. Maybe, those girls in seventh grade were right in what they said. Well we'll talk tomorrow I guess.

Demi xoxox

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HEY GUYS!

SO I WANTED TO START A STORY...

I'M NEW TO THIS, SO BARE WITH ME, PLEASE?!

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