That Happy Go Girl - Will Never Return✓

Story of Every Other Indian Girl

     WARNING:-NOT PROOFREAD

Scars Hidden Under the sleeves of her Kurti, She stepped out of the home. She's an ardent Nature Lover, maybe that's why nature seems so dull today, Just Like Her. 

Thoughts roaming in mind, She walked to her car and settled down in the seat. She felt that stinge of pain in her Right arm while turning on the ignition. She left the car behind and started to walk through the street and had observed People's pity filled looks and some Disgusting ones. 

No one dared to talk in front of her, so,  whispered among themselves. She took an Auto and started with several thoughts Clouding her Brain, and making her remember those events which she was trying to forget and cries every night to sleep herself. 

Her Subconscious raised a question, "Is this the only thing she can do? Listening to their false accusations but could say nothing in return, Even though there's no mistake of hers?" Tears brimmed in her eyes as her mind took her to that fateful past.

"Happily Ever After," isn't the RIGHT word to describe their Marriage. Her parents didn't take her consent before agreeing and arranging her Marriage with that Stranger. They just informed her, that she's going to marry someone! 

She thought he was good enough because he didn't make any effort on their Wedding Night. But little did she knew about that Dreadful Night coming her way. 

A Night of screams and Pain. A Night that has no witness as the darkness clouded. And not one is needed. Doors held the screams. And people were blinded by the patriarchy to hear and see something which is wrong. But, she knows what had happened, which is not right. A Night that left a scar on her soul. 

After that Night, her Mother-In-Law said, "It's common in everyone's life, it's Nothing." 

Her mother said, "It happens sometimes, don't take it seriously, it's fine and let it go". 

Her inner voice screamed! Screamed for herself! It's Not Fine. That is RAPE; A Marital Rape. But how could she forget that Marital rape is fine in this Society? 

But she is not the one who would cry and goes with life. She fought for herself with her Husband in return who burnt her Skin with Cigar and Sadism. 

That is when, she made a move and Dealt with the Divorce, which happened after six months. In these Six Months, There is no word, she was cursed with, by her In-Laws and their relatives and of course the Society.

 And now, at the moment, She came to take her Belongings to her Ex-Husband's house and she got to see something unexpected. Despite making her life hell, Her Husband is now chilling with his friends in the house and Again Harassed her physically. 

She's now all set to fly Mumbai, where Many Dreamer's dreams would come true, Where she wanted to go and make her Dream come true, make a Life, A HAPPY LIFE, for herself. 

It's her Childhood Dream. She used to get ready and Imagine herself as the Heroine and acts in front of the mirror. But This marriage Murdered her Dreams. That Monster killed That Girl and Threw her into hell.

Does he even know how she used to be? She used to Dream. She used to Smile. She used to be Happy. She smiles so Carefreely. But, Now that smile has Vanished. 

She used to smile for herself. A True Smile. But Now She smiles for others. As they say, "The Going Get's Tough, The Tough Get's Going". But Not for her. 

Three Years went by like a Pro. She is now what she wanted to Be. Name, Fame, Popularity, Everything is in front of her. But, Every Night she wakes up in the middle, Because of the Nightmares. She cries herself to sleep but that nightmares are not leaving her. Because she is not yet those Memories. Because everything is not the same. 

Her True Self is Missing somewhere. Maybe, A Part of Her was left in that Girl. In 'THAT HAPPY GO GIRL, Who WILL NEVER RETURN'. Maybe she needs SOMEONE SPECIAL to bring her True self Back.

Cause, Not Every Heart Heals. 

And, that is how it ended people. Reality is not a Movie Story. It does not always turn around a Happily Ever After, even it is a Marriage or Life.

There are many souls out there, who need someone to Console and Embrace. Someone to pat them to sleep. But, not everything you ask for in life comes true. You just have to Embrace your scars and move on, on the Road Journey of life. Many vehicles overtake you, and Some moves along. Wait for it! 

Bye, My Lovely Peeps.