Harry and Greta (One Direction Fanfic)

Harry and Greta: Chapter 15

Chapter 15

It was about 7 when I told Harry to light up the BBQ. He did as I asked, and just depressingly made the BBQ. He has barely spoken all day. I think he was taking this worse than me. I sensed that he felt guilty, he had no reason to be. As he was turning the sausages I came behind him and put my arms around his waist, resting my forehead on his back. "Are you okay?" I asked.

"No..." he said looking down in shame, "It's my fault... I'm sorry..."

I turned him around to face me. I put my hand on his face, "It's not your fault... Okay..?" I ran my fingers up his cheeks then started to run my fingers through his hair. He looked down at me...

His eyes were lifeless...

"OKAY!" Niall yelled as he came walking towards the BBQ on the deck, "What are we having because I'm starving..."

"Food..." Harry said in a empty, monotone voice while doing the BBQ, not looking up.

Niall laughed and then whipped his face to me. He mouthed, 'is he okay?' I forced a smile and nodded and he gave me a thumbs up.

Everyone from inside came flooding on the deck because they were hungry... Pfftt... Men...

All the food was then ready. And we took it all in. Harry still hadn't spoken. I just wanted to snap him out of it! I couldn't bare to watch him be depressed like this. I started to think... What if he suffers severe depression while I'm pregnant! What if he gets so depressed he decides to leave!!! I can't let that happen... I can't let him continue like this...

We all sat around the table and the boys thanked me and Harry for making dinner. Man was I hungry!!! I dug into the BBQ. I felt like a fat pig... I felt like shit... I stopped eating after realizing how sad I was... I looked over to Harry. He had nothing on his plate. He was just chewing on a piece of bread.

"So..." Saxon said trying to make conversation, "How was Kelly's? I mean how is Kelly's?" He asked Taylor. He corrected himself because Taylor spends practically his whole life at Kelly's.

"Good..." he said chewing on some meat, "We went for a surf today... Like we do everyday... And uh..." he stopped for a little, "And that was it..."

"Cool..." Chord said, "How was getting the coffee with Katie this morning Louis?" he asked, picking at his salad.

"What do you mean?" Louis asked confused.

"You took a while?" Chord said looking at Louis directly now.

"Oh right! The line was so long!!! And the wait was even worse!!! Oh my god it took ages... But we got there in the end..." Louis answered Chord's over protective comment. He was funny like that. He didn't like Katie hanging round with guys much if he wasn't with her.

"Where were you all day Liam?" asked Zayn.

"Um... I was... Uh... At the movies... I saw Taken 2. Even though I've already seen it... Twice... Then I uh... Just kinda walked around... For a little..."

"Okay..." Zayn said...

"You know I really like your hair Zayn..." said Taylor.

"Oh thanks...' he said playing with his quiff, "The blonde's new, but I love it!"

Harry and I didn't say anything. We didn't want to, need to, or have to say anything... So we didn't...

"You know..." Liam started, "You and Immy are so cute!" he said looking up at Niall. He started to blush really badly! Ugh he was so adorable.

Everyone had finished and we all just sat.

I looked over to Harry one more time and he was just looking down. Not moving, not speaking, just looking towards his legs, his hair hanging like his head. He didn't move once. I reached near his thigh and grabbed his hand to hold. 'I'm here for you and we're gonna get through this together' I thought, but he can't read my thoughts. He lifted my hand to his mouth and gave it a soft peck.