useless - taekook

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content: angst-fluff

Taehyung has been very busy lately, he didn't bother coming home unless he was hungry or forgot something, stopped asking Jungkook about his day or how he is, infact Taehyung stopped being nice to him entirely all because of his work. His boss had been giving him too much paper work and he sure was frustrated.

Maybe he's just tired, that's probably why he's angry and messy when he's home..but he could atleast pretend to care about me, Jungkook thought.

Jungkook knew he shouldn't bother Taehyung with questions, therefore he didn't. But it's been three whole weeks and Taehyung still hasn't shown the slightest bit of affection.

Jungkook pov

Maybe I'll talk to him about it when- if he comes back home today.

You were cleaning the kitchen with calm music in the back, which was immediately turned down once you heard the front door slam open revealing a very pissed and irritated Taehyung.

"Hey babe," You said calmly, but it was ignored by the older male who threw his bag on the couch, slumping down on it, busy with his phone. "I made you your favourite, maybe this would help you calm down," You said putting the cups down. It annoyed you how he completely ignored your existence playing on his phone, did he not care anymore?

"Baby I know things have been hard recently but don't ignore me like this, you have been doing it for days, you know I hate it, it makes me feel useless," You said before you let out a sigh noticing that he didn't even bother to look up and acknowledge any of it.

"Tae-"

"What do you want Jungkook?" He said finally looking up with an emotionless face like a complete asshole.

"Tae, I just want you to talk to-"

"Then what's this? Talking, isn't it? Now would you please stop annoying me Jungkook I'm tired." He said sounding extremely annoyed by you.

"Why are you annoyed with me? Do you realize how you've been treating me these days or the last time we had a proper conversation? I just want you to talk to me like we used to, sharing really helps, Tae. I'm your boyfriend for fucks sake," You said raising your voice a little, you've had enough of this. But then again he ignored you, and that's when you lost it.

"TAE COULD YOU PLEASE STOP WITH THE SILENCE, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS BEING IGNORED LIKE THIS, ITS MAKING ME FEEL FUCKING USELESS" You yelled basically the same words as before.

"WELL THAT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE USELESS-" He yelled standing up from the couch and immediately stopped as he noticed the look on your face, that's when he snapped back into reality dawning upon him how he had taken things far and out of control.

"Wait Kook- I didn't mean it-" He said as he advanced towards you and noticing that you had flinched by his actions. You were breaking, you ran into the guest bedroom, locking yourself in knowing that you wouldn't be able to spend the night with him after what had just happened, you needed time.

Taehyung on the other hand was breaking apart too.

Taehyung pov

How could I say that? I knew how sensitive he was, I knew how he would feel if I ignored him, how stupid am I?
I did all of this just because I was tired??? What the fuck is wrong with me?

All these thoughts were running around his mind as he pulled his own hair harshly,falling on his knees.

I'm so sorry baby.

Jungkook pov

"YOU ARE SUCH A USELESS CHILD. CAN'T YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF? A FUCKING MISTAKE, THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE."

No, mom stop- please.

"CAN'T YOU BE MORE LIKE YOUR BROTHER? YOU ARE AN EMBARASSMENT."

"No please- I'm sorry I'M SORRY"

Taehyung pov

You were still wide awake. You missed his warmth. Even the days when you ignored him he would still cuddle with you at night when he thought you were asleep with his arms and legs draped over your body and his head in the crook of your neck.

Only if I hadn't been stupid enough to-

"IM SORRY MOM DON'T!!"

Your thoughts were interrupted with loud screaming and sobbing coming from the guest room.

Wait, Jungkook?

You immediately ran to the guest room slamming the door open revealing a sweaty Jungkook, crying and hugging his knees. His sobs growing loud and heart breaking every second.

It broke your heart to see him like this.

You caused this.

You walked towards him slowly so as to not startle him with any sudden sound and wrapped your arms around his shaking figure, rubbing his back and gently shaking him trying to wake him up from his nightmare.

"Koo, baby, wake up my love, it's just a dream,"

Jungkook pov

You woke up to a warm embrace and Taehyung's honey-like voice. You immediately hugged him, still shaking. It took a minute or two of Taehyung caressing your back, whispering calming words and you inhaling his sweet scent for you to calm down and stop crying.

As you pulled away, he wiped your tears as his own pooled in his eyes and started blaming himself.

"Kook I'm so sorry, I swear I didn't mean a word, I was just so tired and stressed from work. I know that's no excuse of how I treated you, it makes me so selfish. I promise, koo, I promise not to repeat it again- you are the most important person in my life right now and if I lose you too I think I'll probably-" You cut him off by pecking his lips.

You totally understood his situation, you knew that being stressed wasn't exactly an excuse but you both have been together for about two years now, and you knew that he'd keep his word and it was the first and the last time he was doing this to you.

"It's okay Tae, just promise me not to do that anymore," You said hugging him.

He still felt bad and guilty about the situation so he ran a warm bath for the both of you. Two of you spend the rest of the night in eachother's warmth forgetting about what happened earlier. He pecked every inch of your face.

"Goodnight baby, I love you."

"I love you more tae" You said as you fell asleep in his arms in your shared bedroom.

"I promise I'll never hurt you again"

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