If Only

Misunderstanding

Authors note: Mew and Gulf have been dating for 3 years.
Gulf is the son of the richest man in Thailand who is extremely cold-hearted to anyone who hurts his family or is a potential threat to business
Mew is the son of one of Gulf's Dads major shareholders
The majority of chapters towards the beginning will be the past to show what happened to Gulf.

"You never know what you have until you have lost it. And once you've lost it you can never get it back"

Mew's Pov
It's been 6 months since Gulf's disappearance and still there is no information about his whereabouts
How I wish I listened to him and before causing a stupid misunderstanding with my own insecurities
I miss him so much and regret everything I said
I regret not running after him when he left and I regret not telling him I love him and cannot lose him. If only I could turn back time.

Flashback Start
"Gulf, where have you been?" I ask suspiciously
"With Singto working on a school report" Gulf replies
"Lie"
"Gulf stop lying" I claim.
I no longer even want to hear the truth
"I'm not lying" Gulf said strongly trying to prove his innocence to Mew
"Do you not Love me anymore is that it?" I say as it's the only reason I can think off for Gulf to be ignoring me and lying about where he is going every night for the past week
"What!"
"What are you talking about,Mew" Gulf asks. He seems surprised by my question
Without answering I continue with more questions
"Is that why you got someone else?"
"Does our 3 years together really mean nothing to you?" I say as tears stream down by face in front of my soon to be ex-boyfriend
"Mew, What are you talking about now"
"What other person"
"I swear your the only one I love" Gulf strongly claims. How I wish it was true
"Stop Lying!!" I'm finally starting to get annoyed
"Just stop"
"If not that then why are you doing this to mean" I question
"Do you really not trust me" Gulf asks
"If I say I didn't cheat on you and have absolutely no plans to do so"
"Then why can't you trust what I'm saying is the truth"
"Is this all I really mean to you" Gulf asks with tears now brimming in his eyes
As Gulf says this, he picks up his backpack, wallet, phone and leaves the house which gives us both time to calm down before sorting out the situation and finding out the truth.

Flashback End
Little did I know, how much I would regret not listening to him now
I love and miss him so much
Since he went missing, I feel like my world has broken down and my heart has shattered into tiny pieces which only Gulf is able to stick back together
For me, Time has stopped. Days pass, months pass, years pass and still it's only him that occupies my every thought.
"Gulf, where are you"
"Please come back to me"
"I need you"

A/N

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