Letters to Katerina [h.s.]

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Dear Katerina

after i told everything a couple of weeks later we started dating.

during those dates we went to many places and had a lot of fun

and maybe you think i'm lying but i'm not,

but the day you died you took half of me.

that day its in my mind every day haunting me.

it was your 18th birthday,

i remember i took you out to eat at a restaurant next

we went to a street fair since you loved those

and finally we went to get some ice cream.

in our way to your house

we stopped at a light and you told me thanks for the day and that you loved me

and i told you i loved you too.

but technically your day wasn't over because your family planned a surprise party at your house.

when the light turned green i normally accelerated to keep going to get just in time.

as were getting to the middle of the intersection

out nowhere a car comes and hits your door

in that instant everything became a blur

and i remember seeing your eyes open shocked as my car was spinning.

when the car finally stopped you were unconscious

and i took my seat belt off and tried to get you out of the car.

when i finally did i screamed for someone to call an ambulance

and laid you on the ground.

you opened your eyes and told me what happened

i told you we were in an accident and also i told you to hang on

that the ambulance was coming.

when i looked at your body you had scratches everywhere

and one big piece of glass that was inserted in between in one of your ribs

plus there was so much blood.

you told me if you were going to die

and i responded that you weren't going to die

you said i was lying

as you were almost taking your last breath

you told me that you loved me with all your heart

and made me promise you to move on

i said no because i told you were going to have a happy life

but you ignored me and insisted for me to do it

when i finally said okay i promise

you smiled

the one smile i loved most

and a few seconds later you gave your last breath

and that's why i said i hated you

because you left me.

yours truly

-Harry Styles

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