Your The Only One - Andy + Ryan Fanfic

I looked at him- ch.5

I looked at his hand. 

My dad had left so I thought. 

He probably just went to the waiting room

far enough away but close enough just in case I need him. 

            I looked at Ryan's hand and gently held it with just a little squeeze "Ryan I do love you. I love you I don't think I ever stopped loving you. Through everything, I have always loved you. You didn't let me say that but I do love you with everything." I didn't know how things would end. I held him, with tears rushing down my cheeks " Ryan please don't leave me. I can't lose someone else. I can't go through another loss. I love you and I know I told you about Sullivan but I don't know if that was ever real. I love you I know I do. and I see everything with you" 

        I softly cried " please don't go Ry" Ryan spoke "An-An-Andy!" 

           He lifted his mask " I love you" I held him, tight "Ry" He looked at me " ouch" I peeled back " sorry" He looked at me " what happened?" I looked at him " you got shot.... Ruby had an unregistered gun at the apartment and Milo found it... and well we don't need to think about that now what matters is that your ok!" Ryan looked at me " we're ok.... and is it true?" I looked at him " Is what true?" He took my hand " do you love me?" I smiled as a tear dripped down my face " I do Ry. I always have!" 

He kissed me "I'm never leaving Seattle again..."