Ruthless

Day 10 September of 2016 the first page on my diary:

Hello, my name is Amanda and this is just one more cliche story with an innocent girl and a bad boy.
I know that this sounds basic and boring but this romance will surprise you, so lets begin.

Im a 15 year old teenager and my life is…. pretty normal. I have a supportive family, although sometimes a little bit suffocating.
I have some friends, like 2 or 3 but I don’t need more because I love them so much. Their names are Sabrina, the “popular” one, we live in the same neighborhood, that's how our friendship started, then there is Toby, my one guy friend I've known him my entire life and my best friend in the intire world, Jane, I never trusted anyone so much like I trust her, we are practically the same person, we have the same taste in everything, the only problem is that she lives far away from me, and sometimes I need to have her by my side but it isn't possible.

I've never had a boyfriend before, and I never kissed a guy. I know, how has a 15 year old girl never kissed a guy before, but it's the truth. I think I've never been ready or maybe I just get nervous and can't do it.
I have a big crush in a guy named Josh he is the most beautiful guy I've ever seen, but he has a girlfriend, Rebecca, since 4th grade I think, so he isn't and never will be an option for me. And I'm okay with that. So here you have my life story, now we can start this adventure.

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( Day 12 September of 2016)
Today is the first day of school, I'm so nervous about every little thing.
First the outfit, than the hair, and if I do something embarrassing like falling off the stairs because I stumbled on my feet, or if I get so anxious that I throw up my lunch in front of everyone (that happened to me one time but I prefer to not talk about it).
Okay, I need to calm down so none of this things happen.
It's just one day, it's going to be okay.(oh if I only knew what was going to happen...)