dream team imagines

dream-shit

this is angst so ya

so the song won't go but it's no role modelz it has nothin to do with this tho

me and clay have been fighting lately. usually we never fought but recently it's everyday. it's usually over something stupid like who is to do the dishes,but now it's over me when i make mistakes. like yesterday i forgot that we had a stream and when i didn't show up he yelled at me saying that i was so irresponsible and that i needed to try harder.i acted like it didn't hurt my feeling but it did.it hurt really bad"but that was yesterday maybe he is just frustrated over editing" i say to myself. i walked down the stairs and went to get a cup of coffee like i do every morning. it was nice because i would finally get some time to think to myself and not have somebody or something interrupting. i was too busy daydreaming to realize that the hot coffee cup was slowly tipping until i felt a burning sensation all over my chest and lap. " FUCK" i screamed forgetting that i wasn't alone. clay came running down the stairs almost tripping on the last step he saw what had happened and groaned."really y/n? i was trying to sleep and u screamed over coffee. god you're so dramatic." he turned to go back up the stairs leaving me stunned. "you know what clay i'm tired of your shit i'm going to stream leave me alone." i yelled up the stairs to him. he wasn't always like this. maybe it's something i did. either way that was no excuse to act like a dick. i went and took a cold shower thinking that it would help with the burning. it didn't. i changed into one of clays hoodies and some basketball shorts and sat down to stream " is this thing on?" i asked but got my answer as i saw the comments. i smiled when i got donations but of course they couldn't see that. i decided that i was just gonna play a survival world until george decided he wanted to do something for the stream.
his idea was crazy but anything for the views i guess. i strapped on the collar and turned it on. the plan was that every time i would take damage i would be shocked. but of course we had to test it. george. counted down from three and hit me. " AHHH HOLY FUCK" i screamed george was laughing is ass off while i was still trying to breathe. i heard walking and the door creak open. i looked at the door to see clay with an angry expression on his face. "hi clay." i said wearily. i quickly muted the stream and took off my headphones. " y/n i thought i told u to be quiet. god why are u so annoying."his words struck me like lighting and i could feel the tears pool in my eyes. " clay get the hell out so i can stream now" i said in a low tone. his facial expression faded from angry to solemn. his green eyes showed apology but his mouth said nothing. "y/n i'm- clay get out now" i yelled at him. i felt my anger bubbling in my chest. my chest felt burning again but this time it wasn't the coffee it was rage. " no y/n please just listen- clay! i told you to leave why can't u just fucking listen to me for once in your life. u have treated me like shit these past couple days and i'm sick of it. all i ask is to be left alone to stream. is that so much to ask for?" my voice cracking at the end of my rant. the tears were now fully racing down my cheeks. i suppressed my sobs and closed the door and locked it.
i turned around towards the computer.
uh oh
i thought i muted myself but all i did was mute george.

shit