Wishes [BNHA × Modern!Fem!Reader]

Prologue

^ This is kind of what I imagined what Novastel looks like! UwU hope you like this story! Also, I do not own BNHA and I do not own you or any art unless mention otherwise!

Mentions of Suicide and Depression! 

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Standing on the building you were planning on jumping off, you couldn't help but look up at the sky.

The night was clear, the full moon shining and making the night brighter than without it, along with millions and millions of stars that lit up the sky.

It was calming, nice and much kinder than the world you called home. You wish you could turn into one of those stars and just fly among the other stars, lighting up peoples nights and not having to worry.

In that moment you couldn't help but wonder if the stars that were dimmer than the others, got bullied by the brighter ones aswell.

Who would you know? You never will. After all, you couldn't help but want to leave this horrible world. It was cruel and cold and made you hate it all.

The only comfort you had was all the made up things poeple made. Like all the anime you watched, how you wish you could be a pirate with the Strawhats, join the assassination classroom to try and kill someone you wanted to save, but what you most wanted? How amazing would it be to become a pro-hero in the world of BNHA?

Looking down at the street below, you realized all your wishes were wasted. All the nights you used, sitting up waiting to see a star, or a shooting star so you could wish. They would never happen again. But atleast you would never feel the need to do all that again either.

Looking up at the sky, you saw a dim star first. You decided that you would make one last wish. "First star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, get the wish I wish tonight" you said, praying that you would be able to have something cool happen, like joining the BNHA universe, or something along those lines.

You stood there waiting for about a minute, before realizing nothing would happen. You readied yourself for the fact you would never be able to see anyone again.

Despite having an emotional abusive mother, a dad that could be emotionally abusive, but most of the time didnt talk to you that much and two olders siblings that made you feel worthless and like shit, you still loved them. That's how family worked after all.

You wouldn't  miss anyone from school except for your best friend. The both of you had been put outside of everyone else and bullied. So, naturally you both became friends. You had had your ups and downs, but your friendship stayed strong.

You would miss the friends you made at your theater group. You would miss your pet bunny and your cat. You would miss being able to climb the mountain and jumping on the trampoline.

But oh well, because now you would be free from all the loneliness, the bullies, the abuse, the pain. And you would never have to see the disappointment in any bodies eyes again.

Stepping of the building, you couldn't help but think of what your life would have been like if you had just acted like all the other girls. Would you have gotten bullied? Would you have been popular? Would people still think your a weirdo? Wound they still think you where a psychopath?

As you saw the ground coming closer to you, you had all your memories resurface. I guess what they say about your life flashing before your eyes is true. You saw youself be a happy child, moving, getting Little Lion, getting your cat (c/n) and getting bullied. You saw when you first met your best friend. You saw all your birthdays, all the times your parents got mad at you. All the times you freaked out or got exited. You saw all of it. And suddenly, you felt yourself not wanting to die. You still hated your life, but you still had a future. You could still be able to follow your dreams.