Lost {Larry AU}

Chapter Five

A/N- this chapter will be in Harry's POV :)
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Harry's POV

I had caught his eyes, those blue eyes like I have a few times before; but they were rimmed red. I furrowed my eyebrows. I watched him wipe his eyes, shake his head and hurry out of the store. I frowned. He didn't even say hi. I wanted to know why his eyes were red, why he was sad. The thought of him being sad had me worrying my lip.

I closed my eyes, shook my head before looking at the set list that I had taped to my guitar. I took a breath before strumming the first few chords for Amnesia by 5 Seconds Of Summer.

Taking another breath before singing.

'I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all'

After finishing Amnesia I went on to sing the rest of my set list. Earning tips here and there, it's a good thing I have a job outside of here or else I'd be broke.

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When I finally finished singing the songs I took a big swig out of a water bottle. I stuck the money in my pocket and put my guitar in its case. I fished out my phone to see if I had any calls. I had a new text from an unknown number.

I crossed my fingers hoping it was from Louis, I mean I gave him my number so I couldn't hope but help.

'From: Unknown
You have a beautiful voice, sorry I had to dash. Would you like to have coffee tomorrow morning or afternoon?
Lou xx'

I couldn't help the large smile that grew on my face, he actually texted me. I picked up my guitar case and waved to Paul, the guy who owns the shop before leaving. I had a pep in my step as I walked around the corner to my crappy apartment, with the jobs I'm working I'm hoping to find a nicer place for myself.

Once inside I dropped my keys in the bowl by the door and took off my boots, I set my guitar by the door and headed to the kitchen. I put on some water for tea and took out my left over Chinese, I emptied the shrimp low mien onto a plate and stuck it in the microwave.

While waiting for those things to get done I pulled out my phone to reply to Louis or Lou, whichever but I needed to reply.

'To: Lou
Hey, I'd love to have coffee with you tomorrow morning, how does 8:30ish sound?'

I pressed send, and shoved my phone back into the pocket of my tight jeans. I found myself playing with my ring on my middle finger and swinging my legs while waiting.

Once my food was done and my tea was made I settled down on the old couch, turned on the food channel and continued waiting for Lou to reply.

Just as I was about to take a bite of food my phone vibrated in my pocket, I skillfully balanced my plate on my thigh and pulled out my phone with a tad bit of struggle. Damn these jeans, if they didn't make my ass and my thighs look good I wouldn't wear them. I quickly opened the text which thankfully was from Lou.

'From: Lou
Great, so at the coffee shop at 8:30?'

I smiled, biting my lip. I started a new text.

'To: Lou
It's a date ;)'

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Chapter Five is up!!

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