Wish I Knew { S H I N K A M I }

Waking Up

Denki POV:

I sit up in my bed and I can tell something's off. I look around the room. Nothing is noticeably off so what is?

I stand up and get dressed in my school uniform. I growl at my collar as I pass it on my way out the door. It's the thing that reminds me I'm an Omega. I never wear it though, my mom forced me to keep it after my dad bought it for me. I don't like any of the suppressors that most Omegas use but some how no one in my class knows I'm an Omega.

Suddenly I fall to the floor and pain shoots up my back. I whimper once I hit the floor.

Did I just whimper?!?

Another one passes though my lips followed by another, and another.

What the actual fuck is going on?!?

I try to stand only to fall down again with a thud. Pain shoots up my back making me do loud, ear piercing, whine.

Ow!!!

"Denki! Are you okay?!?" My Alpha mom yells up the stairs.

I try to call back but all that comes out is a whimper.

Stop the god dam whimpers!

"Denki!" I hear the sound of her running up the stairs. She turns the corner and gasps once she sees me on the floor.

"Honey! Something is wrong with Denki!" My Beta (strong) dad bolts up the stairs.

He lets out a sigh of relief once he sees me.

"Why aren't you freaking out! He fell, can't get up, and hasn't stoped whimpering and whining! He never whines!"

He comes over and crouches down. "Don't worry. He's in heat so it's only natural for him to whine. As for the falling, it's his first one so it's bound to be his most painful. Let's just get him in bed. The school will excuse him since he's in heat."

"N..no!" I whine out. I wince at how weak I sound. "I-I need to g...go to school. Th-he students c...can't find find out I'm a O-omega."

My parents look at me sympathetically.

"You can't go to school, the Alphas, they... you just can't go. It's okay if they figure out you are an Omega. They won't judge you and if they do then they aren't worth being your friends."

She misread my wanting of them not to figure out as me being afraid of them disliking me when the truth was I was ashamed of myself. That was the only place I could act normal and not have to feel ashamed.

They helped me stand and tried to help me walk but I pushed them away and walked to my room. I slammed my door.

I hear my dad sigh behind the door. "No, he needs time. We will come back later."

"But-" my mom starts.

"No. He needs time."

With that I hear my parents reciting steps.

Like hell they think I'm going to stay home.

I grab my backpack and stuff all of my papers from my desk into it. I grab my gym uniform and shove it in too. I take one last look around the room to see if I missed anything. I wince as wave from the heat crashes into me like a tidal wave. My eyes land on the collar. Maybe...

No. I don't care if it will help hide my sent. I don't want to wear it.

No.

Matter.

What.

With that I open my window and climb out.