The revenge of Serenity

Chapter 6 William's dream

    I am such a huge disaster I have been in a train wreck since Serenity died I promised myself that I would find them and get my revenge on them Saturday night I got off from work ate some dinner and went to bed then all of the sudden I saw Serenity I rushed out of bed to see that I wasn't dreaming but I didn't see anything. I had this dream that Serenity came home and hugged me told me that the revenge was over I wish that she was with me right now I miss her so much. The next morning I got up for work and I was looking at the photos of us I miss those memories I have to accept that she is never coming back if she is alive somewhere  I want to know where so I can find her and hug her.  I never understood why it happened I felt like I failed to protect Serenity. I have been having those dreams about her lately I wish it was real that she is alive I miss her going down the stairs hugging me and  telling me that she loves me once I walked in the door from work. Sometimes I feel like that my dream is coming true that she is alive somewhere I had a day off from work and I went  to see a therapist I have been depressed since Serenity died in my arms  DR. Maxwell saids to me how are you today Mr. William ? I said do you want to know the truth how I am feeling?  DR Maxwell saids yes I am here to help you I replied I feel like I lost everything what is the point of living? DR Maxwell looks at me concerned as I was about to cry DR Maxwell saids to me its okay let it out I said to him I lost someone I was really deep in love with. I said I lost my fiancée she was raped and murder by her ex boyfriend and she died in my arms that same day ever since then nothing has been same I think about her everyday wishing she was here with me everyday and tell me again that she loves me the sad thing about it she was pregnant. I lost my fiancée and my child I wished there was something I could've done. DR Maxwell tried so hard not to cry and he saids I am sorry that happened to you I bet Serenity was the best woman you ever had in your life and I said to him she was my everything. I remember the day I first met her  in high she was dating a jock and she was a cheerleader and I was the school nerd she didn't even notice me at all till one day at the prom she was wearing a purple sparkly dress purple was her favorite color she looked very beautiful in it.  I came out of the bathroom till I saw her and her boyfriend at the time he tried to hit her and I saved her from it he walked away and she was crying. I comforted her and I told her that I loved her she looked at me very shocked when I told her that I asked her if she wanted to dance with me and she agreed we danced alone I asked  her to be my girlfriend I was afraid she was going to say no but she said yes when the graduation was over I asked her to marry me I was the happiest man ever months passed she was pregnant with my child her ex took everything from me and I wanted to know why. DR Maxwell was very touched about everything I just said to him he asks me that if I have been having those dreams about her still I told him yes I feel like she is alive somewhere but I don't know where but I will find her. He looks at me and saids you have to accept that she is never coming back but I know in heaven she is watching over you and making sure that you are okay. My session was done came home took a nap and suddenly I hear a bang on my door.  I rushed downstairs to figure out what it was my mind was playing tricks on me again I took a nap and had this dream that Serenity was wearing a torn dress and telling me I love you find me William I am alive everything will be fine once my revenge Is complete im coming home trust me I hugged her didn't let her go told her please don't go she saids to me I promise I am coming back just wait for me I wake up  sweating my dream is telling me she is alive but where I wish she would told me so I can find her and bring her home.