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☁Tratando de Expresarme☁

I must be strong about this, sooner or later something like was going to happen. I don't even know why I get so fond of someone... It's dry. I don't know why I let my mind let go of what my heart was saying, causing me a huge collapse, even though... I love myself??

Yesterday, before receiving a message that would destroy me completely, I was watching our conversations weeks ago, I don't know that everything has Changed. Our conversations were not memorable... What happened? Do we fail only to change? Our mistake was to hold on to each other? I still wonder, what happened? Or.... Why didn't you let me know before I didn't hold on to you so much? Did you know that you made me pieces?... That every beautiful word you told me I have each one in doubt, that for me it was to spend all this time trapped in a damn lie that you made me believe.

Although, seeing it from your point of view, it was not your intention to do all this to me, well, you had changed and only pretended. :) You pretended that you really loved me all! WHAT DID YOU FORGET THAT I AM A SENSITIVE PERSON, WHO CAN BE ILLUSED OF ANYTHING!!?? YOU PRETENDED IT WAS ALL FOR YOU! It still hurts, but I try not to show it so much you know?... I don't want you to feel shit because of me, although I know you won't feel bad for me being, you're not like that. You are not to be aware of others, you are not to love others, you are not to accept affection from everyone, you are not to laugh with everyone, you are not to make another person feel special, you are not to pretend, you are not always being surrounded by people, or looking at someone else with a love that I will surely invent.

I'm not going to hate you for this, no. You know that I am not hating you for things like this, and  if you walk away I will not beg you or ask you to come back because it will be YOUR decision, the answer with which you feel sure of yourself and that you are yourself. He forgave you for having pretended and so on, because despite everything, we are human and we wrong. Just as I was wrong to think that you were really going to love me...