Adopted by One Direction

ch.35

i woke up and first thing i did was puke my guts out niall held my hair back as i puked i brushed my teeth and took a shower i changed into black high wasted shorts and a white plain t shirt tucked in with white converse and a black and white bulls snapback i straightened ny hair and saw Aryselis still sleeping i went downstairs and made breakfast i served and saw Niall and Aryselis she rubbed her eyes and slowly ate so did niall

"baby girl whats wrong"i asked her

"i tired"she said

"why babe you slept all night since we got home"i said

"i dwont know"she whined

"let me feel your forehead"i said she was freakin burning up

"oh god baby i think your sick ill call dr.Joni"i said she nodded i called and gave me an appt for 9 it was 8:20 i changed her into sweats and a t shirt with hightops and she grabbed herself a snapback niall also wore a snapback i sat her in her carseat and soon we arrived at the clinic

"Aryselis Payne"they called out

"huh?"niall said

"you werent there so i had to give her my lastname"i said

"well we need to change that"he said they checked Ari

"seems like Aryselis has leukemia"he said

"WHAT NO"i yelled

"yup she has had it for 2 1/2 years"he said

"what?"i said softly

"she doesnt have much time"he said

"NO"i yelled

"yup about 2 weeks i asume"he said i slowly felt the room spin and i slipped into blackness

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i woke up its been 1 week and 4 days and i only have 2 days left with my baby she has gotten way worse i hate seeing her like this she cant even walk she has a wheelchair i went to Ari's room and noticed her just lying there her chest wasnt moving i called 999 and an ambulance came niall pulled me away

"NO SHE CANT BE GONE NIALL I NEED HER"i yelled

"baby she'll be ok i know it shes strong"he said but i knew he was lying we got in the ambulance as they tried to revive her but nothing happened i was sobbing and niall held me soon we arrived at the hospital they wheeled her away the boys and el.perrie.soph.ricky and ed came too ricky hugged me and the others cried

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its been 2 hours and we saw the dr. come out

"what happened with my baby"i asked

"she's.....she's dead im so sorry"the doctor said

"NOOOOOOOOO"i shouted niall held me as i started to fall

"can we say bye to her"ricky asked he nodded we went into her room she was so pale and lifeless her lips purple i cried even more i kissed her forehead

"im sorry baby it should have been me"i told her softly

"babe it wasnt your fault"niall said

"yes it was"i snapped

"no it wasnt"he snapped back

"SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP"i yelled

'im sorry"he said i hugged him

"babe i miss her"i said

"i know its ok come on lets go home"he said i nodded i went to my room and locked the door i laid in bed and fell asleep

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i woke up its been 3 days since i left this room niall has been trying to get me out but he xant even get in cause i locked myself in here i started cutting again i changed into a black dress and some heels and curled my hair with mascara i went to Aryselis room i looked at her minnie doll which she loved cause her daddy gave it to her i grabbed it and slowly rocked it thinking of her niall came into the room

"come on babe we have to go"niall said i took the minnie with me and we drove to the place i didnt pay attention i gave niall minnie as my name was called

"hi everyone thanks for coming i dont really know what to sat i mean i do but its just....i just cant im sorry"i said niall helped me down soon we arrived to the burring place slowly they lowered my baby down i ahd put minnie inside with Aryselis they burried her everything started spinning

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i woke up and looked at my surroundings wow i was back with my parents sasha came upstairs

"hey babysis whats wrong you look like you saw a monster"she said giggling no my family wasnt really mean they were amazing"im good ima go to the park"i said i changed into high wasted shorts and a tshirt tucked in with a snapback and converse

"ill be back mum and dad"i said

"be careful babe"they said i went to a park nearby it was all a dream i didnt have a baby im still a virgin im still 13 well 14 tomorrow i sat on a swing and just well swung all of a sudden i saw a ball flying at me i fell back and noticed i was bleeding

"oh god loce are you ok"someone asked i looked up and saw niall horan he helped me up

"yeah im good"i said

"oh no your not how about you come to our hotel and we help you clean up"he said

"uh sure thanks"i said

"whats your name"he asked

"Jordan"i said he nodded

"what a lovley name for such a lovely girl"he said smiling at me THUS IS SO WEIRD ITS COMING TRUE AHHHH

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THE END

hoped you liked it thanks everyone