My Babyboy [minsung]

Six

MINHO POV

After jisung left I was totally not in mood of doing anything and the others were also getting tired so they decided to call it a day and go back.

I seriously was pissed when I saw changbin and Felix being lovey dovey as I wanted to be like that but i knew it was not possible as I did not even know if jisung was gay or not. I was day dreaming when I heard the door closing indicating that everybody left. I was again alone and lonely feeling the same emptiness I felt everyday.

JISUNG POV

I was happy to meet Yuna but something in her was suspicious like she kept asking me where I was last night and if I would ever lie to her.it made me quite uncomfortable. Yuna was someone I trusted more than anything but I did not know if it was still the same after all those things happened.

I usually would share everything with her but after some time I kept getting closed and keeping my thoughts to myself. I had a lot in mind right now but my gut feeling stopped me from opening to her. I was choosing from our group.

After thinking for a while I came to the decision that I could trust Felix. And on top of that he was dating so maybe he could give him some good advise. I immediately called Felix.

"Hello!"

"hey, what's up?"he asked calmly with his deep voice.

"I just wanted to sort some things in my mind and wanted your advice"

"Sure...you know you could visit me anytime"

"Yeah... Can I come over now?"

"Sure, why not?"

"Okay"

I hung up the call and walked towards my door and started walking to Felix's house.I did not realize the walk until I found myself standing on his front door.I was very nervous as I was going to tell someone how I feel after a long time,i could not trust people easily but I was ready to take the risk.

I knocked on the door and after some time was met with a worried felix.

"what happened? You got me worried for you."

"why are you worried?" I said chuckling

"I thought it was something big"

"it is something big"i said looking down

"anyways come inside"

I went inside and saw changbin sitting on the couch watching TV.

"Hi"

"Hey"

"I heard you had something important to talk about"

"Yeah apparently I wanted to sort out my thoughts and wanted some advice"

"oh.. Can I also join?"

"Sure"

Me, felix and changbin sat on the sofa and started talking

"what are the thoughts that are bothering you the most?"

"Actually it's someone who is messing with my mind"

Both changbin and felix looked at each other and smiled."then you came to the right person"changbin said."Felix could maybe help you out"

"Okay..so start" felix said not wanting to waste anymore time

"there is this person that I think of almost everytime.i am not sure about my sexuality either but this person makes my mind go places I don't want it to.I do not want to think about him.I just want to be normal like any other person dating and finding happiness."

"Are you probably scared of being gay?"

"to be honest yes"

"it's okay we all have been there at some point but look at us now.I found happiness doing what my heart wanted me to do.Maybe you could also find if you go where your heart takes you."

"I don't know if he likes me.I mean who would like me? He is handsome, has a nice figure but look at me."I broke down in front of changbin and felix because of being frustrated that things are not going the way I want them to.

"It's okay don't cry.Just tell me who do you like?"

"umm.... It's Minho hyung"i said almost whispering.I was shocked that they even understood it

"oh...like you said what does he do to you?"

"He makes my heart beat faster whenever I am near him.When he smiles he makes my heart flutter. I get sad when he ignores me and not make eye contact.I actually am very sacred to like him because most probably I will get heartbroken but I cannot help it.My body my brain doesn't listen to me when I'm near him"i said fiddling with my fingers thats when I notice that I was not wearing my ring.

"Awww...dont worry you don't like him"felix said.i don't know but I did not feel happy."cause you love him". This statement made my cheeks blush and I shot up from my seat

"I have to go.i think I lost my ring.. Maybe I forgot it at hom-"

"oh I think I saw that ring in minho's house."changbin cut me off

"what?How can I go there again?"

"just go and don't be scared.Maybe this is destiny that wants you two together."

I chuckled at Felix's statement and went towards the door.I did not want to go to his house but I did not have an option as that ring was given to me by my parents and I could not loose it."

As I got out of their apartment I made my way towards minho's house.i was recalling what Felix said as a walked. Was I really in love with him.i just wanted all of these thoughts to leave my head.

I was so mesmerized in my thoughts that I did not realize when I reached his house.The door was in front of me but I did not have the confidence to knock on it.I was very nervous and started pacing back and fro,i stopped when I heard the door opening and saw minho standing there.

A/N
Editing your first book is hard, I'm cringing so much. Someone save me.