I have not found anything. I miss everything. I miss Vanessa, Kelly, Brianna, Angela, Naing, Charsi, I miss all of you. Everything. I miss all of it. I'm so lost without you. But then again no one cares what I think. I miss being young. I miss not having worries. There is so much to say but such little time. I will one day be huge, I will be successful. When that day comes I will reunite with all of you one way or another. I'm lost still. I feel like when I talk to you guys it almost seems hollow. When I feel I only feel for a brief time. My emotions are fucked. I used to be in love with You Vanessa and you Kelly. And I don't care anymore. I'm tired of holding back how I feel about everything
