~Lonely~ 😞

Lonly

                  By :batul alshabout

   Feeling alone is something everyone feels but being alone like me is something so hard you. Even if so many people are around me I feel lonely. I hate being around people because they are too noisy. I hope that one day I will find a better place on this world that make me happy. Yea I know that I have family and I have best friends. But I still fell alone 😭🥀
I don't want to see darkness anymore because I am sooo tired of being alone and not being able to see my dreams come true. I am tiered of being control by my brother I know that stupid but in my culture I have to follow what my big brother says even though he is only 2 years old then me .🙄
But one day I will grow up I will make my life colorful again and be the happy angel that fly with happiness😄.
I wish I can be happy right now I wish . Life is so not fair to me . I want to life my teenage years I want to be like other girls. I have the right to be that girl I know but not in my brother rules.
Do you know how it feels when your own brother going against you? Do you know how it feels to fake a smile every single day and minutes. I am truly tiered I swear to god😖😭😭