fuck you too

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Shit shit shit shit

I'm fucked.

My life's over.

First that fuckboi

Then that stupid soulmate

And now my angry brother

My life couldn't get any better

Wish I could talk to my parents ..
But something terrible happened .
And it affected me since then.



































They went to Hawaii without me T^T






I mean how dare they!! I'm stuck in college,  working my butt off to find my parents going to Hawaii,  and they left me with my brother for 2 MONTHS!

The food's terrible, I only eat ramen and....ramen. I love my food diet.
And my brother's attitude gets worse every day. He's just pissed cause he doesn't have a soulmate . Haha  fucking loser .
Don't even get me started on lack of silence in the house . He's always screaming his lungs out.

Wait how did we even get on this topic ?

SCREEEEECH

Ah shit , it's his house.

I should just stay in the car right?

"Get out of the car y/n or so help me I will get you out myself ", he said in a scarier voice he had earlier .
"Oh no no, I'll get out " , I said with a shaking voice. 
Mr. Attitude needs to chill. I'm 20 after all, why is he all protective?

He knocks hard on his VERY BIG wooden door while wailing profanities at him.

"MARK YOU OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR YOU ASSHOLE . GET YOUR ASS UP AND COME FIGHT ME DICKHEAD".

oh god fuck me.

Mark opens his door with his eyebrows knitted together . You can see the annoyance in his eyes , and anger in his fists. Oh shit his hands turned to fists.

He said in a monotone voice, "I can see how you two are related . Equally loud and irritating."
Baekhyun scoffed and just busted through his house.

"Your not allowed any contact with my sister understand Mark . I want you too to never see each other,  understood."
My mouth is open from the shock that he really just said that.
He really just said that.

"Good, I don't want her anyway", Mark said as he looked Baekhyun straight in the eyes. Seems like there some other conflict there. Is it me? Nah, it couldn't be .

But with that aside .
I feel the heat again in my shoulder.
Not only that but.. my face as well. I guess I'm the CEO of being emotional at dumb moments . The tears are just uncontrollable at this moment.

"I hate you both..." and with that said I walked away. I didn't mean it , but how dare Baekhyun control my life. And how dare Mark say that.

If I keep walking away the pain gets worse.
Shit. Here it comes. It's okay though. This isn't as bad as what my heart feels like.

I hiss in pain as I walk away , from what I can hear from a distance,  fighting.
I can't control myself.
Stupid soulmate .
Stupid mark.
Stupid love.

I rather take this pain then make him come into my life.

So this is a soulmate rejection..

"Fuck you too".

And with that, I took the bus home, and breathed it all out.

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