I'm Sorry

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ZAYN'S POV:

..This is the most amazing kiss I've ever had..I haven't felt like this when I'm kissing someone in a long time. But he said that it was just a kiss. That kiss wasn't just a kiss..It was filled with spark and love, my heart is racing so fast that I keep thinking he could hear it. All the sudden...

The door opens and we both quickly looked to see who it was..

"Liam, what's up?" I asked so innocently.

"Why don't you ask yourself, Zayn?" He said looking down at my pants..

I looked down and I freaked out and ran to the restroom like I needed to pee so badly..

That was so embarrassing -__- ....

LIAM'S POV:

It kills me that I caught them snogging each other..

I shouldn't get in between them..

I came here to tell Niall about how I feel about him but....I'm too late..

It's what his heart desires.

"Well..I didn't mean to disrupt you guys but just wanted to let you guys know that Harry will be making dinner soon.." I lied.

"Okay, we'll be out there soon.." He replied.

I closed their door and went to tell Harry to start making dinner soon.

I slowly walked back into my room..as soon as I closed my door behind me, I felt my heart crush into a billion pieces as I broke into tears.

 NIALL'S POV:

I got off my bed and walked to the bathroom to see if Zayn was okay. I knocked..

"Zayn? You okay?" I asked.

"uhm..yea. Be out there in a sec.." he replied..

I opened the door and saw him zipping up his pants.

He looked up..

"Thanks to you, I can't make this boner go away.." He said angrily.

I walked towards him and I unzipped his pants back down..

"You could've just asked for help, u know.." I said pulling down his pants..

I pulled his boxers down as I grabbed his hard cock..

My tongue played with the head of his hard dick as my lips wrapped around it, tighty.

He lets out a moan as he bites his lips..

As I go deeper and deeper, his cock hardens even more in my mouth..

I deep throat him as he holds my head down, keeping me there for a moment..

He lets go as I gasp for air..

****5 minutes later****

I kept blowing him fast and hard that he couldn't stop himself from moaning so loud.

I squeezed his shaft a little before he could cum in my mouth and i deep throat him once again.

This time without backing off, I kept him inside my throat as I let go of his shaft and he cums inside my mouth as his cock throbs.

As he came in my mouth, he lets out a big moan..

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LIAM'S POV:

Niall....

My eyes open and it was dark outside already..

I hope I didn't miss dinner.

I walked into the kitchen and saw the other boys in there eating..

I remembered that I was crying before I fell asleep. So I went to the restroom and looked at myself in the mirror to check if its noticable that I've been crying..

It's not that noticable..so I walked out and went to get my food. I was quiet during dinner, I didn't talk much. All I ever really did was just nod or shake my head to a question.

"Hey Liam..are you okay?" Lou whispered.

I nodded my head once again.

"Are you sure? You're not talking much and you've been in your room the whole day.." said lou worried..

I nodded again as I was swallowing my food, "I'm fine, Lou" I assured him with a smile.

"okay..." he said walking back to Harry..

LOUIS' POV:

Liam has been acting weird lately..I hope he's okay..

He seems depressed today..

....

I wonder what's wrong with him..

"LouBear..you okay?" Haz asked..

"Yea, I'm fine" I said with a smile on my face.

He smiled back as i forgot all about Liam.

I looked in the kitchen and he wasn't there anymore..I guess he just went to his room.

HARRY'S POV:

Lou looked pretty worried about Liam..He has been pretty depressed lately..

I should go check on him later..

NIALL'S POV:

Liam seems pretty depressed about something...... hmm..something's wrong.

LIAM'S POV:

I don't know if I can handle being around Niall anymore..I don't even know if I could even look at him anymore....

I can't live like this when someone I love is with someone else.. I can't.

ZAYN'S POV:

Something must be wrong with Liam...I feel like I broke his heart. I remember about two years ago, he told me that he likes Nialler more than a brother..I feel so guilty and selfish.

That kiss should've never happened between me and Niall...I know he saw us when he walked in..I shouldn't do this to him for my selfish reasons. I love Niall but I didn't love as long as Liam did....I should just let them get together..I can't do this to Liam..He deserves to be with Niall.

HARRY'S POV:

I got up and walked towards Liam's room and knocked on his door but no one answered..

A few minutes later, I started banging on the door and yelling as I started to panic..

 I remember a couple years ago, Liam's grandmother passed away right before his birthday..and he tried killing himself..

The boys heard the noises and came running towards me..

"What's going on Harry?" Zayn asked..

"Liam won't answer his door and I think he's trying to kill himself!" I yelled as I started to tear up..

"Move!" yelled Zayn.

I got out of the way and he backed up a bit and he kicked Liam's door down. We all ran into his room and found him hanging from his blanket that he must've ripped up to try to kill himself.

Zayn ran to him and tried to find a pulse..

"He still has a pulse!! Help me get him down." He commanded..

The boys got him down and Zayn held him in his arms as I called the 911.

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Sorry it's so depressing...it'll get better! :D I promise lol

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