Mood Swings and Rage

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It comes and goes literally like a storm. So quick, so instinctual  that I don't even notice until the tearing sound of papers, or the bam on my door knocked my head. 

Wait, what? 

Until then I realise I did it all again. 

Another outburst, another furious day, another incident that left my loved ones dumbfounded.

I can't say it's not their fault, but their share is too small to be treated like this. 

Being short tempered is one of the reasons I hate myself.

The ugly, short tempered, furious me.

I hate myself. 

I hate myself so much that I'm angry with myself.

I blame me for being me. 

I resemble what makes me "me".

And rage is only the beginning.

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