Hello,
It appears that you have been privilaged to experice this awful thing called "the world" also known as hell. There are a few rules you have to follow in this world in order to be accepted. Rule one is to not show any evidence of being unique. You must like the same type of music, foods, clothes, and everything else that everyone else likes. Rule two is that you must be beautiful. This means you must wear a size 0 in jeans, you must wear tons of makeup, do anything you can to look like everyone else. The last rule is that you must never ever show any emotion. If you want to truly fit in you have to act like a robot like everyone else.
If you choose to not follow the rules of society you will end up being labeled as a 'freak" or a "missfit". You run the risk of not having friends, not being popular, and being lonely. But something good does come out of being an outcast. You find your self. If you choose to not be a robot then you will find who you are supposed to be and not who others are. Also the lonliness of being a misfit does not last. You end up finding true friends as a misfit.
As was stated before, welcome to hell. This society is fucked up. It is your choice on how you live in it. Make the wise choice.
Good Luck,
Society's Outcast.