Intro into Eve's Mind
I walk around this world having men in the palm of my hands. It's so easy to turn a man on or just to simply get his money but it's boring. I want real love, I want purpose, I want to feel alive. Instead every time I come back home I feel like shit. My depression and bipolar issues have been at an all time low and lets not forget the beautiful anxiety and self esteem issues. No one even knows about this because if I say I'm ugly everyone turns their face up and automatically say "Your just seeking attention", "You literally could get anything you want because how gorgeous you are!" , and so on and so on.
But no one sees the fat cow I see in the mirror, or the cuts I see in the shower that still sting. They only see the pretty girl at school that every guy wants to fuck and parade around like a trophy wife. I just wish I could find someone who wants me the way I want them. I only have dealt with one guy and he ran when he found out about my mental issues ever since Timothy I've separated myself from my emotions when it comes to guys. Unfortunately deep down I wish it wasn't such a quick fuck.... I want more.
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The Ideal Girl
RomanceA young lady name Eve goes through the trials and tribulations of whether she should stay in the streets or venture out and actually find love despite her personal mental issues.
