I'm sorry if I wasn't the perfect daughter you wished to have. I'm sorry if I'm always full of wrongs. Those names that you used to call me like "Brat", "Immature", "Whore", it just makes me believe that I really am. Sometimes, I just kept on thinking that.. what would be your lives if I wasn't part of it? What would it look like I just disappeared and not coming back to you? I know you're both working hard a parent and it's just your emotions that makes me hurt, but all I wanted was for you to understand me. You pressure me most times even though I really can't do it. You hit me with something hard that it always left scars on me and I just can't help after but to feel really numb. Sometimes, It's so hard to cry so hard and people always telling me to let it all out, but I just can't. That moment when I am so happy and after, I get really sad, remembering all the names you used to call me, believing it's actually true. I really tried to understand, I do, but I hope you could understand me too.
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