One for five, five for one,
Happy Pills everywhere, they lasted for one,
5 every week, just to be safe,
that's why I'm happy, hells gate.
Ive been feeling happier, Its just.. I feel like i'm turning into my old self again. although I don't want to, its not really a choice.. I just always turn out this way, theirs kind of no escape.. but to be be honest, the happier I am, the more terrible I feel. its ok though, so no one will worry anymore. taking the pills stops me from cutting, since I'm 'happy' I don't need to cut anymore. but once in a while it gets too far, and I have to cut. if you can't see it, then you won't feel it. that's what I say to myself, but that's only true if someone sees you don't have cuts and your happy. that's not true for you- your personal self.
The thing I always think, is "everyone is in their own world, their too busy worried about themself's to be worried about others." We are all gonna die one day and go to sweet sweet heaven, or hell. whatever you prefer.
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Just A Feeling..
Non-FictionRandom stories of a girl named Sakura and others, for instance aoi her girlfriend
