Are you sure ?

9 . Are you sure ?

Wayo's pov :

"why it seems impossible with you ?" I mumble . But is there anyone who can hear it ? I turn my face to P'Forth . Oh ! P'Beam is running.. leaving P'Forth alone . So , they have come to sense . But I couldn't turn my eyes from P'Forth ? Well, he is looking sexy ! Is he haa.. ?

"Shit ! What am I thinking ?" I mumble .

" What are you thinking ? " P'Pha asks me .

I look at him . He is really close to me . Well is he going to kiss me ?

" Are they dating ? " P'Pha asks me in whisper .

So that's why , He came close to me . I just want to cry right now . "I don't know ." I shout at him .

I really don't know about them . I will ask P' Lam . Right now I am feeling worst . P'pha can see everything , can feel every fucking thing except me ? Am I wrong to love him ? I can't think it through now so I leave the sea .

3rd person's pov :

Forth looks devastated . He couldn't dare to follow Beam after what he have done . He sits at the empty corner of the beach . He don't know how to face Beam .

The other students are trying so hard to act normal after what happened .

"Come on ! It's lunch time ." Lam shouts . Then he turns to Kit " kit ! Can you go to Beam and ask him to come for lunch ?"

"But P' ! He doesn't even know me . You should go ." Kit replies .

" No ! I think he will feel uncomfortable if I go . So better you go . I will find Forth ." Lam replies .

Lam's pov :

Here he is . I found Forth after 10 minutes of searching . " What are you doing here ? " I asked him .

He looks at me and heaved a heavy sigh . " I don't know . "

I sit beside him . "You should have known . But better late than never ." I replied .

" What are you talking about ?" Forth frowns .

"You love Beam." I reply .

" No no no no !! Don't say this ." Forth shakes his head .

" Let's eat lunch . " I was going to say something when I heard Beam's voice . I shock .

3rd person's pov :

Beam somehow managed to come back in his room . He really can't eat anything . After entering his room he stands in front of the mirror .
The bite mark is clear at his neck . He brushes his thumb on it and chuckles . " Forget it ." He mumbles .

It's almost time to leave the beach . They couldn't watch the sunset as Forth said earlier . Beam packs his bag .

" Where is Lam ? " Beam askes Kit . Who was standing near the bus .

"Ohh . They have something to talk ." Kit replies .

" They ?"

"Umm ... p'Lam , P'Park , Wayo and Ming may be ... I don't know . Do you need any help P' ?" Kit asks back .

" No it's okk !"

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Again the return journey becomes as silent as the previous one . Park and Lam don't dare to talk . Beam doesn't egar to talk and Forth doesn't know what to talk . He looks at the hickey at Beam's neck silently .

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" I shouldn't have gone ." Beam mumbles before closing his eyes in his empty , dark room . He didn't turn the lights on . A tear drops from the corner of his eyes as soon as he closes his eyes .

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Next day morning . Beam went to his faculty only to find that everybody in the medical is talking about him and Forth . Some are happy that their ships are real finally . Beam looks at his phone screen there are so many text from Forth .

"Beam are you okay ?"

"Beam you will come to my faculty in lunch break na ?"

"Beam please reply me ."

"Beam please ."

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Beam sits in a bench at medical foodcourt . But he is not in the mood of eating . He was going to open his book when he heard that familiar voice "P'Beammm ."

Beam smiles thinly at Wayo . "Hi ! What are you doing here ? Waiting for Phana ?"

"No ! P'Beam . Don't mention him . I don't love him anymore . " Wayo pouts .

Beam chuckles . " Owwhh ! Really ?"

"Really . I like P' Forth . I am going to propose him ." Wayo smiles widely .

Smile disappears from Beam's face . "Wh..what ?" Beam's voice becomes shakey .

" What means ? Are you not happy p' ? Aren't you going to help me ? " Wayo asks cutely .

" No I mean , Are you serious ? I mean , are you sure ?" Beam asked Wayo ... suddenly his voice is shaking .. his feels terrible right now .

"why ?" he asked again .. but he don't know wether he is asking this "why" to Wayo or himself .

Wayo smiles softly "what do you mean by why ? P'Forth loves me . isn't it the enough reason to accept him . I know I used to love P'Phana .. but my mother said that I should love someone who loves me back ."

"yeah he really loves you ." Beam replies with teary eyes . "ok ! I have some jobs to do . best of luck to you ." Beam tries to run away . But Wayo stops him .

"P'Beam !! you have to help for arranging a perfect date . I want to surprise P'Forth." Wayo requests .

" No please no .. " Beam shouts but is there anyone who can hear it ?

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(A/N : And again I couldn't make time to re-read it . Feel free to correct if you find any mistake and thank you for reading it .

I will update next part soon . )