heavenly awful [p o e m s]

t r a p

Last night,  I saw you on my dreams
Us, walking together while the autumn leaves are falling
You didn't say anything
But the redolence of the wind talks to me

Together, we watched the night skies
I can hear your voice at my side
Counting the stars visible to your eyes
I can see in your eyes the reflection of the moonlight

Your hand's warmth explains your sincerity
Considerately walking slow next to me
I can feel winter coming slowly
The next season's approching limpidly

Winter heat slowly freezes my hands
I don't think we can still continue our plans
But I can see your warm smile reflected on the freezed glass
Please melt me with your stares before summer comes last

Spring came in a blink of an eye
Pink cherry blossoms colors up the sky
Sweet scent of the wind makes me want to fly
So you let go of my hands for a while

I came back but I don't see you anymore
Is it already over?
Why aren't with me this summer?
We didn't even complete the four seasons together

I can't go any farther
I thought 'four seasons' is supposed to be forever
What can go cold any further?
When I can feel the breeze of December in the middle of this summer

'Sorry' was all you can say for that
I took a step back
Please wake me up
From this dream of seasonal trap

-Ella Scribbler (scribblyscribble)