Mr Williams

5

6:45 AM

It was Saturday morning and I had nothing better to do than sleep in, but I really shouldn't. I smile to myself and reach my hand over to J's side, but my smile drops when I feel he wasn't there. I sit up quickly looking around, I then look under the bathroom door to see if the light was on, but it wasn't. I throw the cover off my body and run downstairs looking everywhere for him but he was nowhere to be found.

I looked in his office again, then the wine cellar, the game room, and everywhere again, then a third time, and for the fourth time. My vision starts going blurry, everything starts moving fast, and my eyes brim with tears. No one besides my parents know, but I have anxiety attacks from time to time when I worry myself a little too much.

I feel too dizzy and push my body against the nearest wall and slide down it, crying my eyes out. "Jack, why would you leave me?" The only reason I thought this is because Jack was ALWAYS, and I mean always next to me in the morning, we would wake up early together, eat, and then leave for the office hand in hand.

I cry more and then felt a hand on my shoulder, making me flinch at the sudden contact. I look up and it's Jack. I leap up from my position to jump in his arms and hug him tightly. "I thought I lost you."

I whispered in his ear, crying more. "Darling, why would I leave you? I went to the store, didn't you see the note I left you on the fridge door?" Now I felt stupid, he left a fucking note telling me his whereabouts, and I had a stupid panic attack about it. "Darling, baby love, look at me, why were you crying?" Jackson asks whipping my tears away. "I-I-I"

"Take your time sweetheart" I sigh, take a deep breath in, and try again. "When I woke up, I thought you left me and had....."

I was too scared to tell him, but he was gonna find out sooner or later. "Had a what baby love?" J hugs me tighter reassuring my worries. "I had a panic attack because I thought you left me," I say finally feeling a weight being lifted off my shoulders.

"Oh darling, I could never and would never leave you, why? Because I love you. Leaving you is the last thing on my mind" After hearing this, I feel so much better. "Let's get you back to bed, darling," Jack says carrying my bridal style to our room to lie down.

J lays me down in bed and lays with me, covering our bodies in the plush Black cover. "Good some rest darling, I love you," Jack mumbles kissing me. "Good night baby."