𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐠𝐮𝐲

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yoongi woke up at 11am this saturday. it was pretty nice weather outside. the sun was shining, some clouds and the temperature was enjoyable. but although yoongi wasn't happy.
he plugged off his phone from the charger and turned it on. immediately two messages popped up his screen. it were instagram dm's from taehyung. he only could read the second one.
it said "i miss you".
i miss you too.... yoongi thought, but shook his head as if wanted to shake the thought out of his head.
no, yoongi. why would you miss him. you don't even know him properly.
he didn't open the messages, just put his phone away.
he got out of his bed and made himself a cup of cold brew coffee. after that he sat down on his balcony.
it was one of yoongis favorite places in the entire world. he could see all the pretty buildings of daegu.
every now and then he caught himself thinking what taehyung his doing but he tried to get rid of these thoughts.
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after finishing his coffee, yoongi went inside again to work on his new song.
the beat was already finished. now he had to write the lyrics.
he thought of what he could write about but nothing came to his mind. it felt like his head was completely empty.
he grabbed his phone in the hope to see anything that would inspire him. but the only thing yoongi saw were 8 new messages from taehyung. without thinking about it he opened the messages.

tae: hey
tae: where are you?
tae: are you okay?
tae: did something happen?
tae: did i say something wrong?
tae: i'm sorry for whatever i did >_<
tae: please answer me :(
tae: i miss you.....

it broke his heart to see that taehyung worried that much about him.
great! ,yoongi thought. another person who's sad because of me.
he decided to text him back.

yoon: we can't text anymore.

tae: OMG YOONGI! YOU'RE BACK!
tae: what happened? is everything okay? are you okay? where have you been?
tae: wait-
tae: why would you say we can't text anymore :((

yoon: it's not good for you

tae: noo! that's not true! it makes me happy every time we text :(

yoon: maybe. but i don't wanna text with you anymore

tae: what?........
tae: why......
tae: am i annoying?
tae: i am too clingy and intrusive right?
tae: that's always the reason why people don't wanna be friends with me...
tae: i'm so sorry....
tae: please don't leave....

fuck. now taehyung thinks it's his fault. but it's just all my fault!! why can't i make one person not feel bad? why do i always have to hurt peoples feelings? why? they were right when they said i'm a bad guy.

yoon: it's not your fault. it's my fault. i'm not good for you.