ENGLISH SONGS

Marina Lin - This is what self-destruction feels like

This isn't easy
I don't know how and what to feel
Keeping busy
It does the job but it doesn't heal
My mind is a fire
And I'm burning love away
It's getting harder to feel
And they all say

You need to take care of yourself my darling
But they don't know how it feels to be broken
I can't help it I feel numb
I'll wait for the waves to leave and come

I think I'm breaking
I'm a mess in the making

Mmm mmm
A mess in the making
Mmm mmm

I'm getting tired
Of the same old feeling in my chest
I'm not a liar
But I got secrets I can't confess
Don't say you love me
Cause I don't understand those words
It's getting harder to feel
And they all say

You need to take care of your health my darling
But they don't know how it feels to be broken
I can't help it I feel numb
I'll wait for the waves to leave and come
I think I'm breaking
I'm a mess in the making

Mmm mmm
A mess in the making
Mmm mmm

I'm holding on a tightrope
And know I'm not coming home
Hurting, searching
Your now I'm not coming home

This isn't easy
I don't know how and what to feel
Keeping busy
It does the job but it doesn't heal

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