wish you cared (P.J.M)

~4~

"Excuse me! I think I have the fucking right to know you dip shits!" I yelled, my face turning red from anger

"Can you stop fucking yelling for once?" Yoongi asked rudely

"I don't know, can you leave me the fuck alone?" I yelled back

"You know, I am not on yoongi or Jin's side but (y/n), you have to stop being so mean. We haven't done anything to cause you any inconvenience yet you yell and are mean to us when we try to help you. Yes, we are kidnappers but we haven't hurt you. We can hurt you, rape, and torture you but we don't and won't ever. So I mean this question to be as respectful as possible, but why do you have to be so cruel to people you don't even know?" Jungkook asked

" ... "

He is right...

They haven't hurt me, they have been trying to help me ever since they took me...

I want to apologize but when I try to open my mouth no words form and I can't think correctly

"Why did you take me?" I finally spoke up

" we told you, we thought you were be-"

"Oh quit it. Drop the act namjoon. We both know I am ugly but rubbing it in doesn't help with my confidence. So tell me now. Tell me honesty. Why did you take me? I see woman walking down the street with amazing faces and amazing bodies, they don't have to fake confidence when they have so much of it. But knowing that you aren't perfect hurts, when you are surrounded with perfect people constantly telling you 'when did you become so distant?' 'when did you lose so much weight? ' things like that. Stop pretending like I am what you say I am. Why did you choose to kidnap a freak that can't get close to people because of guilt and horrifying memories. Why do you say these things when they are not true? When will you realize I am not who you are looking for. You want a girl that is beautiful inside and out. You want a girl that has curves and looks stunning no matter what outfit she puts on. You want a girl that is smart and witty. You need a girl unlike me. So I will ask you one more time. Why did you choose me?" I said tears burning my cheeks and eyes

" Stop. You are such a attention whore, you know that right? You say these things looking for nothing but attention and compliments. So just stop. You don't even know how long my hyungs have been craving you. You were the only thing they could talk about. '(y/n) this ' and '(y/n) that'. But not once did they ask if I was ok after they discovered you exist. You took away my life, my friends. You have no idea how much I hate you! Everything I told you at the dinner table was true. You are just hungry for dick. Especially the church guy" jimin said

I looked at him

"How the fuck do you know about him?!" I yelled

" oh please. He told me everything. How he took you and you disrespected him. Don't act dumb... Slut" jimin snickered

"What are you talking about?" Jin asked

" don't you dare. " I said hanging my head low

"See, your precious (y/n). She was raped. By someone she doesn't even know well. He took her to a abandoned cottage and he-"

"SHUT UP JIMIN!" I yelled starting to shake

" I-Is this true? " namjoon asked turning towards me

"Oh that's not it! She has a abusive boyfriend that beats her! All the time! He knocked her out once and raped her whilst she was unconscious. And all for some money" jimin fake pouted

"Oh my gosh..." Jin said

" Yeah, I win. Just know that slut. I will always win over you. " jimin sneered running up to his room