I won't give in!

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**** Warning**** Talks bout self harm and murder so if you don't like this stuff then don't read please. ******

              Turning around on the back of her heels and facing the wall, Jade knew she was stuck. Not sure where she was going or what the hell she was doing she hit the wall with her fist. Feeling frustrated she let out a long sigh.

"God damn it where am i going in this hell of a maze? how am i supposed to run for my life if i'm trapped like a helpless girl in a fucking horror movie?"

       Feeling a hand on her shoulder she looked behind her and saw a man standing there. Seeing the man  with a smile on his face she turned around and backed up a bit further,as she started to feel the cold rock wall push against her motioning that she needs to stop.

"no leave me alone. i don't need your help. i am fine just  the way i am!!!!"

Shaking his head he held his hand out to her as he started to speak to her.

"No darlin you aren't fine just the way you are. you need help or you wouldn't of came to hell. Why else would you be standing in the long curving corridor of hell if you hadn't? Besides the only way you can come here is if you either murdered someone or commited suicide. "

Hearing the man say this Jade started to feel a bit frightened.  What could this possibly mean? She knows she doesn't kill people so does that mean she killed herself? Feeling a knot in the pit of her stomach she looked down at her wrist and noticed there were no marks. Reaching for her neck she didn't feel a cut.  Breathing a sigh of relief she reached for the back of her head as panic washed over her again. Feeling a hole in the back of her head she looked down and wondered how it happened as a flash back came to her.


****Flash back****

Sitting on her bed Jade looked at her small room not knowing whether she was capable of running away or if she should just stay and take the abuse from her father and neglect from her mother. As she sat there looking around she thought of all the times she had there and noticed she didn't have a bit of good memories. Hearing the song Alone in a room By Asking alexandria playing she turned to pick her phone up off the side table and noticed her best friend calling her.

Answering the phone she sighed as she put the phone to her ear.

Jade: "Hey twinkie whats up?"

Diana: "hey squeaky i was wondering you still want to go to that concert with me?"

Jade: " Hell yea why wouldn't i? i wouldn't miss it for the world come on its one of my fav bands playing tonight."

Diana: " Ok give me an hour and i will be there to pick you up. Pack a bag tho cause you are staying at my place for a couple days!"

Jade: " Ok i'll be ready. You have the tickets right?"

Diana: "yes i have them in my wallet. Don't worry you just get yourself together and look good. "

Jade: " Ok just making sure i will see you when you get here. love ya bye!!!!"

As she hung up her phone she sat it down on the table she picked it up from and stood up walking to her closet.  Opening the door of the walk in closet she walked in and pulled out a pair of ripped skinny jeans that were black and placed them over her arm and walked to her shirts pulling out a sleeping with sirens shirt. Walking to her dresser as she closed her closet door she pulled out a red laced panties and bra set. Setting them all down on the bed she grabbed her towel and walked to the bathroom. Opening the bathroom door she walked in shutting and locking it. Placing her towel on the counter where her makeup layed she undressed herself and turned on the hot water letting it heat up. Feeling every so often she felt that it felt just right as she climbed in and let the hot water run over her body.  Feeling her muscles loosin up she reached down for her shampoo and poured some in her hands and rubbed her hands together. Placing her hands on her head she rubbed the shampoo into her scalp and felt the water run down her back. Massaging her scalp she tilted her head back to rinse the shampoo out.

Feeling clean and washed Jade reached for the water handles to turn off the shower. Moving the shower curtain out of the way she stepped out of the shower. Hearing the door handle jiggle she  gasped and reached for her towel remembering she locked the door.

"Dammit dad i am getting out of the shower give me a moment. "

Reaching for her bra and panties she started to get dressed as her eye liner pen fell off the counter. Bending down she reached for it picking it up hitting her head.

"ow damn it!!"

Standing in front of the sink of the bathroom she looked at her reflection in the mirror now fully dressed she proceeded to put her makeup on and reached for her iron to straighten her hair. Now that she was fully dressed and looking hot she unlocked the door and ran straight into her dad.

"Umm hi dad excuse me i need to go to my room"

"Why are you so dressed up for?"

"i'm going with diana to that concert tonight remember? I told you bout it!!!"

"oh right that shitty band got ya. well ya know ya could stay home ,i can give ya a better time. plus your mom isn't here so maybe we can spend time together!"

"I'm good dad thanks i'm gonna go get some things to leave. i'll see you guys later."

Walking past her dad she felt a hand fly past her head. Walking a bit faster she got to her room as she turned around and shut the door and locked it in a hurry to pack her stuff and grab her phone. Rushing to her closet she pulled out a bunch of clothes and packed them into her duffel bag as she threw a bunch of other things into the bag and zipped it up. Hearing her phone buzz and the song alone in a room play again for the second time she hopped over her bed and grabbed it answering it in time.

Diana: " Hey girl i'm here want me to come up and help ya out?"

Jade: "Hey, naw i'm gonna climb out the window don't want my dad seeing me walk out the door and possibly hitting me again. "

Diana: "He swing on you again? Do i have to come up and beat his old ass for ya?"

Jade:" Naw its all good i have just my duffel bag and my purse. i'll be down in a sec. "

Diana: "ok see ya in a sec and becareful cause we don't need ya hurting yourself before you go backstage to see asking alexandria."

Chuckling she hung up the phone and placed in her back pocket grabbing her charger from the wall and placed in her purse as she opened the window and threw her duffel bag down to the ground below. climbing out she heard a bang on the door as she jumped and heard her father yelling for her looking out her window after her. picking up her duffel bag she ran to diana's car and opened the door throwing her bag in the back seat and climbing in as she closed the door and they sped off towards the concert.


THE REST OF THE FLASH BACK IN THE NEXT CHAPTER. I FIGURED I WOULD MAKE THIS LIKE A OMG THING.   (The pic is Jade)

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