Just A Stranger||Jenlisa

Chapter 1: Marriage

JENNIE'S POV

Do you know the feeling when you thought that you were really in love but the you were just longing for attention? That's exactly what happened to me. 3 years ago I married a man, A man who I thought I was inlove with and now? I don't even know how I feel. One thing is for sure though I can't leave him yet.

3 years ago our relationship was perfect. Everything was going not until he inherited his father's company. After that everything in our relationship went downhill. We had no time for each other and I'm pretty sure that the love we had before is now gone. Well who am I kidding? I was never inlove with him anyways.

The cold wind engulfed me but to be honest my marriage with Kai is even colder than the wind. Throughout my marriage with I've learned one thing, that I don't need anybody to be happy. I don't have to gain anyone's attention just to be. It just so happens that I was way too gullible to think that for me to not feel lonely I need to be with someone who I don't even love.

Just as I was about to go to inside our bedroom I saw my husband's car being parked. He went out and it's pretty noticeable that he was drunk. Another business meeting? Or another night at a bar? I'm pretty sure it's the latter.

I went downstairs to just be greeted by a drunk Kim Jongin. One of South Korea's greatest business tycoon is drunk. Thank God nobody has ever seen him in those clubs he went to because that's for sure gonna make a whole lot of fuss.

"Jongin. This is the 5th time in a row that you came home drunk! What are you even thinking?!" I shouted at my husband. Yes 5th time in a row crazy right?

"Gosh Jennie please shut up I'm too tired to hear your blabbering for fucks sake." He laid down on the couch massaging his temples.

"You know what fuck it! It's your life go ahead and ruin your life and reputation with your addiction. I won't even fucking care about!" I stormed out of the living room and went back to our bedroom not forgetting to lock the door.

I can't take any of his shits anymore. I'm tired I'm so fucking tired of this marriage. If I divorce Kai my parents will surely kill me. I badly want to escape this life of mine disguised as hell.

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"Jennie where the fuck are you going?" My husband asked as I placed my clothes inside of my luggage.

"I need some time to think Kai. I'll be back don't worry I don't have a choice anyways." I want to have a peace of mind just for now and I can't have it if I'm with him under a one roof.

"Look, if this is about me coming home late at night then I'll stop it just please don't leave me Jen please."

"Stop being over dramatic Kai. Your addiction to alcohol is not the only problem here! Our marriage is! Our marriage is very problematic to the point where I want to get rid of it but you do know very well that I can't. So just please let me rest for just a month and maybe when I get back we can fix our marriage." I bursted out. I've been keeping all of this emotions to myself for months now and it's great to finally let it out now.

"I'll wait for a month Jennie and I promise you that I'll fix myself for you. I love you so much Jennie and if you need to rest for now then so be it." Kai held my cheeks and kissed my forehead gently.

"I'll go now Kai. I'll be late for my flight."

"Take Care Jen!"