Friends with benefits

Part-14

I said yes to being Damian's girlfriend again. He smiled at me cheerfully and jumped up immediately. He hugged me tight and kissed my lips. I gave a slight smile at him and took the bouquet of flowers from him. I don't know why but it felt really weird afterwards.
Damian signalled to his car signalling he wanted to go for a drive, I nodded at him but told him to wait outside for about 5 minutes or so. He nodded at me and sat down on the stairs giving me a brief smile. I went inside and saw jimin sitting down on the sofa, his face blank and phone in his hand. I didn't think much of it and went to my room to get my purse. It hurt me to see that jimin didn't care at all. He was nonchalantly sitting snd if jimin had said something more, I definitely would've rejected Damian. I just didn't know why it felt so hard to walk out of that door when jimin was here. Also, to expect jimin to have feelings for me is too much but after the breakup with Damian, I started falling deeper. I had feelings for him before but then  I was afraid to ruin our friendship and Damian proposed to me so I said yes, but those feelings never went away, and when I got dumped, I knew I'd fall for him hard. The friends with benefits were never just sex for me, it was something more but looks like I was too proud of myself.
I sat in Damian's car but my mind was going places. I kept thinking about Jimin and felt my heart shatter into pieces. But then I realized that I didn't text him at all, so I texted him.

When I saw the reply he sent, my mood became even worse. He seems to be really mad at me. Damian saw the way I behaved so he turned to me and asked me
" What's wrong baby?"
"Nothing Damian I'm just worried about dad." I said and shrugged it off.
He let it slide and kept driving. So i asked him where we were headed to, he told me he was taking me home. I just stayed quiet and did'nt say anything. After we reached, we got into the elevator and pressed his floor.
Both of us reached his door, he typed his passcode in and opened the door for me. I went inside and both of us sat down on the sofa. He slowly took my hand and kissed my cheeks slowly whispering apologies. I don't know why but I didn't like it when he kissed me. He slowly started moving lower and lower, his hands were now under my shirt slowly caressing my body and he kissed my lips slowly biting them. He took my blouse off and ripped my pants off and before I could process what was happening, he was already thrusting inside of me while sucking on my boobs. I don't know why but I felt tears spring to my eyes. They slowly fell and after he came in me, he got off of me and layed down on the bed and whispered an I love you in my ears. I cried myself to sleep that night and when it was morning, he woke up and gave me some cereal to eat. I ate it quietly and sat down on the sofa. He kissed my forehead and sat down beside me and turned the TV on.
*One month later*
I was doing okay and my dad was okay too. But I still don't know why I felt that something was missing. Jimin and I barely saw each other at home. We acted like strangers and it killed me inside. I made his favourite chocolate chip pancakes and kept them ready on the table and left for my shoot.
Since I was playing an evil but enchanting queen, I had to get there really early. I was waiting for the makeup artist to arrive and start doing my makeup. She put me in really bold colors today and it made me feel like I was the queen of hell. Mr.jace was really satisfied with my performance today and praised me. I took off my makeup and went home, I started getting ready because Damian told me he wanted to take me to the karaoke.

* Jimin's P.O.V*
I sat down in my office cause I didnt want to go home, I just hate it at home, Y/n and I are not like before, I just can't face her knowing that she chose that bastard without a second thought. I just can't control my feelings and whenever she is around me, I want to grab her and kiss her till she gets short of breath and cry in her arms.
Before my thoughts could get any longer, I got a call from y/n's boyfriend damian.

I hesitated a bit but I decided to answer the call. I lifted my phone and pressed answer.
" Hello?" I said hesitantly.
" Jimin, are you busy?" he said.
" Im not, what do you want?" I asked him annoyed.
" I was wondering if you could come to the karaoke with me and y/n?" he asked.
" why?" i asked coldly.
" I want to propose to her and I want you to be there." he said.
" O-ok." I said and hung up immediately. How can I break my heart more by going there and seeing her say yes to someone else that isnt me? How can I shatter my heart by going there? But I can't skip it now can I?

* end of jimin P.O.V*
I was standing outside the karaoke place and waiting for Damian. He was parking his car. He told me he invited jimin and the others too but I wasnt too sure if jimin would come.
I was surprised to see Jimin walk towards us with the boys and a girl standing beside him dressed in almost nothing.
" Hey guys" Jimin said smiling.
" Hey." i said back awkwardly.
We all went to the karaoke room and sat down, I ordered 8 bottles of fruit flavoured soju and all of us took a shot. When they asked who would go first, I immediately grabbed the mic and said I'll go. I then sang my heart out.