Sashay in good taste

Chapter 18

June 15, 2019 5 months 2 months missing

Sasha pov

Paparazzi: Sasha have you and Shay given up hope on your baby?!!

I clench my fist. They keep yelling at me. I put Atlas in the car. We head home it's been 2 months without our baby. Shay and I have been fighting nonstop. It's been really hard for us. We get back to the house Atlas runs in I wipe my tears.

Shay: Haisley?!

She sees me and rolls her eyes. I wipe my tears.

Sasha: just us.

Shay: I see Atlas how was practice?

Atlas: it was good I can do a trick daddy!

Shay: no way!

Atlas: yeah!

I put my purse down.

Sasha: Atlas go change please and bring your clothes to the laundry room.

She runs upstairs. I look at Shay.

Sasha: did they call with anything?

Shay: nope.

Sasha: so what have you been doing?

Shay: what do you think I've been doing?

Sasha: honestly?I don't know.

Shay: then I don't know.

Sasha: Shay please just for-

Shay: what Sasha?! Huh?! Pretend that she was never born?!! Pretend that everything is fine?!! I can't do that anymore!! My baby our baby is out there!!

Sasha: I know that Shay!! Everyday that passes is another day that I don't have my baby in my arms!! It's another reminder that it's all my fault!! I shouldn't have let her in it's all my fault!! A mother doesn't just leave her child with someone!! I'm a terrible mother!!

I run up the stairs. I feel someone grab my arm. I turn around Shay attacks my lips. I don't kiss back for a second. I kiss back I wrap my arms around her neck.

2 hour later

Shay pov

I zip up my suit case. I look at her one more time. I smirk. She was always such a heavy sleeper. She doesn't know this but she snores and I think it's so cute. I wipe my tears I kiss her lips softly. I put the note on my pillow. I walk out I walk to Atlas room. I kiss her head. I put her down for a nap.

Shay: I love you.

I walk out. I walk past Haisley's room. I haven't been in her room since she was gone. Sasha still goes in when she pumps. I can't do it. I wasn't there to protect. It sucks I hate it. I walk downstairs and grab angel. I walk to my car I put angel in and I get in. I drive off I wipe my tears.

Shay: lets go get our girl.

Sasha pov

I hear the door slam. I wake up I hear little footsteps. I pull the sheets up. I smile when I remember what happened. Shay and I really connected I think we might be getting better.

Sasha: babe?!

Atlas: where's daddy?

Sasha: I'm not-