i sat there in the bathtub with nearly boiling water. she drugged me and i couldn't move. i tried with everything in me to move a muscle. i tried with all of my strength and force. but all i could do was barley move my thumb. i tried to let out screams but it felt as though it was all in my head. every moment i tried was merely a thought. i couldn't even cry. only slight whimpers came out of my mouth. she had a butchers knife and scissors. i was scared for what she would do. but i couldn't react. it was impossible. i felt a cold rush on my forehead, quickly turning into a burning sensation. she slowly ripped the skin on my face until it was just muscle. she skinned it enough for me to not even be bleeding a lot. there was a very thin layer of skin on me. she then became more careless and began cutting through my skin like paper. it really stung.
she peeled my skin of bit by but until i was merely muscle with eyeballs. my screams were silenced mutters. i was burning around me. i didn't know this much pain was possible. i watched her grab a chair and begin sowing my skin together. she sew very slowly. after what felt like extremely painful and freezing hours, she was done sewing. she grabbed me and layer me down in the tub. in a way that was nearly sitting as my head was very low into the tub. she turned on he hottest temperate, turned off the light, and then left. i couldn't move or scream. i couldn't even hold my breath as the boiling water began to reach my face. i continued to take breathes as the water rose above my head. it was like hours in there. inhaling and exhaling pure water.
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