words of Love flow

My prince

"I love you."

That's all I had to say, but my words didn't come out, as if someone had put a rag in my mouth. My hands were clammy, and my knees were shaking. I wanted to scream out those words but they did not come out. My eyes staring at my dirty black shoes, on the verge of tears. I dared to look him in the eyes, but what I saw scared me.

"I love you."

My heart clenched, glancing around the room, feeling heavy eyes on every inch of my body. I wasn't meant to be with him, he's too good for me. I don't deserve him. I grasped the bottom of my hoodie, taking in a deep breath. I'm too ugly, I'm too dirty. Although he was my prince I couldn't have him.

"I love you."

I simply walked away from him, because running away is what I do best. no matter how hard I try to brave, im just a weak little girl scared of everyone and everything. He could do so much better than me. He would be made fun of if he was with me, the girl who everyone hates is not meant to be loved anyway. Dirty little girls run to dirty places.

"You don't love me."

As I wept in the bathroom, I thought of the many reasons why I loved him. I love him because not only was he my prince but he was my hero. He saved me from demons and ghouls. Held my hand, when I was terrified of the dark and made me smile when I was crying. The thing is princes are not meant to be with witches. He shines far too bright, while I am but a dim star.

My heart hurts, but it's okay because as I see you smile the pain goes away. I hope your Princess loves you just as much as I do. I hope and pray you are the happiest you can be. My prince.