3am Thoughts

Ninety

I want people to break these walls that I am at

I want people to notice

that the pain I am in now, is killing me

that the demons I'm fighting with, is getting stronger each day

that my thoughts are suffocating me

that I'm trying to reach out for help

but I just can't scream because every time I open my mouth, I can't seem to find my voice

and because I feel so numb

I don't have enough energy to run