I'm Yours , Forever .

Chapter 12

So I'm 4months pregnant now with Keelin Daquan Jackson Jr. ( Money actually birth name ) . I was riding downtown just cruising listen to music so I could relax. I been trying to look for a job since I don't be doing shit around the house but eat up every damn thing. I put in a application in at a local day-care and a Clothing Store . I gotta call back from the Clothing Store a couple of weeks ago they said I can come in when ever I feel , ian been yet but ima go tomar cause ian go nothing to do . I put on my favorite song Make It Home by August Alsina , I love that song . I felt my baby kicking so you know that's his song too . I started poking him to feel him kick again , he kick me harder I started laughing and went home. Bre and Nook was there. Bre happy ass jump up and started rubbing my stomach with lotion and shit . My lil man started kicking again . Money told me to stop saying its a boy , when we to the doctor Money ask the nurse was it ok just to find out if it a girl or a boy when it's time for me to have the baby ,she said as long it's ok with me she said it's ok , I agreed cause I didn't care if it was a girl out a baby because ima love my child regardless. Everytime I ask him about baby names he get nerves and leaves the room. I can tell he scared to be a father but I know he gone to be the most proud and happiest father ever because he created a blessing for us. I over heard him one night when he was on the phone with Nook he said if we was having a girl he want to name her Nevaeh Alana Johnson. He said if I had a boy he wanted me to name him Brieon Johnson.

The baby been kicking the shit outta me but I love every moment. Just can't wait till my little come into the world and bring us more happiness.