"I can't sleep.....and it's because of him." Park Jimin...the way he dances...the way he sings...
his presence....his existence...his name...Ever thing about him was perfect.... " You new around here?" " Yeah just moved in couple days ago" "oh...co...
I wake up at about...10:00 am. I shower and do my morning routine and out an outfit on.
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And I put on some shoes too.
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I head downstairs to see my mom, Dad, Mr and ants park and JIMIN IN MY HOUSE. " Hey morning kiddo." " Hey....." I say in a shy voice... I make my way into the kitchen and just grab a apple and water. " we were just talking about you...." my mom says. " Why?" I say confused. " Me and your father are gonna our you in the sam school and classes as jimin..... my heart sank. " C-cool" I said with a beating heart and a redden face. I walk out the kitchen and go back upstairs to my room. " Make sure your ready in the next hour because we're taking you today"...TODAY!!! I scream to myself and go face first into my bed. WITH NO WARNING EITHER..... okay calm down Chae Its just school....WITH PARK MOTHER FREAKING JIMIN...okay just relax...I come out of my room and into the kitchen again to grab more water. " Are you okay...." they all stare at me making me feel weird.... " Yes Im fine..." " Well we will be back Mr and Mrs Park...we're gonna go register her..." " Well be across the street" mr park says and we all say see you later.
Time skip~
We arrive back home from registering me and I go straight to my room. My parents go over to the Parks for coffee and I stay home. " I wanted to go but I can't get Jimin out of my head..." being near him makes me nervous. And I can't bare with it. I then hear a knock on the door and I go downstairs to open it. To my surprise...ITS JIMIN... " Hey jimin, what are you Doing here?" " I came over because my parents were getting drunk along with yours." He laughs and I do too. " So what? You come to invade my home?" I laugh teasing him and he pouts....he is way to cute.. " No I just came to check on you, your parents told me you weren't feeling well." " Oh yeah, I felt a little dizzy earlier but Im feeling a little better now" " Oh that's good, that's good" we stay in complete silence and then I break it by asking him a question. A dumb question.... " Hey are you single?" Wow good job ChaeJin....now he's gonna think your desperate....what the hell am I saying? " Yeah Im single...." YES!!!...I mean oh that's good. But I'm surprised, a hottie like him should be in a relationship. " Oh..." "Yeah, my ex cheated on me and it was the first time I ever got cheated on...so I went into a deep depression afterwards...." Wow, how can anyone cheat on him? He's perfect, sweet, and honest too. " I'm sorry to hear that...." " Yeah I got over it, she was a bitch too, fucking thot" I laughed a little and he smiled... " What about you...? Are you single?" Omg " Yeah I am, after my last relationship, I never wanted to be in one again." Yeah because Kai was a complete jackass. " What happened?" He asked me, and the memories still haunt me.... " I-" I didn't speak instead...I swelled up with tears... " ChaeJin....." he looked at me with a worried expression.... " I.....was in an abusive relationship..." I say as tears starts to stream down my face....Jimin just looked at me with a scared look on his face. " This scar.....was from my ex" I told him as I lifted my sleeve and showed him the print... " I was only 14......he was a senior and I was a freshman.....of course no one saw anything wrong with that since he was 17 so it was still legal. My parents didn't see anything wrong about it either so they let it be...." I told him and he continued to listen. " It was about 5 months into our relationship...he started to act different." " What do you mean by different..." " He was usually sweet but he became demanding." " Oh...go on...." Jimin told me... " We were at my house one day....back in Busan, and we were arguing....it was his birthday so we were celebrating it......" I told him as now my eyes began to swell up.... " I said something to me and he-....." I stopped as my tears began streaming down my face.... " He-......He-......" I couldn't talk....but I did eventually. " He slapped me and then he cut me with-" Jimin cut me off.... " That's enough ChaeJin...." he says as he pulls me in for a hug....I began sobbing.....and I couldn't stop. " You don't have to tell me...you don't have to speak anymore more about it...." my grip got tighter around his arms. " I'm sorry....." he told me, but for what? He didn't do it, it was Kai. " Listen to me..." I listened. " He didn't deserve your love or effort....your time nor your space and or presence. If he did that to you... it clearly means he didn't care...." he told me and I looked down.....but he lifted my chin back up.. he stared directly into my eyes.....and I felt something...I felt safe, I felt....loved. " He's a jerk for doing that to you.....and I promise...I will protect you.....from anything and everything." What the hell did he mean by that???? DOES HE LIKE ME????? OMG WAIT IM NOT READY! " When you start school...I'll make sure to stay by your side...so that no one hurts you...." he's caring for me....my heart is going crazy....OK OKAY IM TRYING, IM FUCKING TRYING, IVE ONLY BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO FUCKING DAYS LIKE SHIT, GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!!! " I would never hurt you like your ex did......" he just. Did he just.....no I'm to stupid to think it's a confession. " thank you...." I tell him with a stuffy face...he wipes my tears with his thumb and caresses me. We stared into each others eyes for a few moments.....and then my parents came home... " Hey ChaeJin! H-how are you d-d-dear" oh my freaking god....there drunk. " Ight imma head out....." I giggle as he stops himself from leaving. " Oh....here....my number..." I take it and hand him my number.... " Cool...I'll text you when I get inside" we both laugh and I walk him out. " So....you gonna be okay..." he says as I nod my head. He smiles making my heart flutter and butterflies to emerge again. " okay well....I guess I'll see you tomorrow at school?" " I mean do you wanna walk with me?" I asked him. " Yeah sure....I have a car so I'll just drive us..." NO WAY HE DRIVES!!! " Wait how old are you?" I asked him " I'm 17 I'm a junior...your should be a junior too right?" " Yeah Im 16 turning 17 soon tho. November 12 :)" " Oh...I'll keep that in mind." My heart skipped a beat when he said that. " I guess I'll see you Tomorrow at what time?" " 7:30....am" " Okay cool.....so bye until tomorrow" I say making him laugh. " Yeah...." he hugs me and I hug him back... I watch as he walks across the street and goes in safely..... wait.....FUCK MY PARENTS!!!! " MOM! DAD!" I tell but again there sleeping in the couch.....they have a room? I laugh and put a blanket over them as I rush up to my room to do my night routine. I finish putting on my pjs.
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^^^^^ I get into bed and receive a text...it's Jimin.
" Hey ChaeJin its Jimin, did I get it right or?" He's ridiculous. " Lmao yeah you got it..." " Oh okay good, I was about to freak if I didn't" " lol wyd rn...." I ask him as he continues to type. " I'm just now getting into bed....lol" " Oh cool, I did too." " Okay...I'll text you in the morning because I'm gonna knock out any second T^T" " LMAO same...7:30 be ready at that time right?" " Yeah 7:30 am...." " Okay Goodnight Jimin...." " Goodnight <3" " <3 <3" I out my phone to charge and put my alarm for 6:50 am. I kept thinking about what happened with me and Jimin on the couch...as if it was that one movie scene that you can never forget... he was so sweet to me...he even made me stop talking about it instead of forcing it out of me....Kai was never like this, But Jimin isn't Kai....and now I know that for sure.....
I kept thinking about what ChaeJin told me. How can anyone treat her like that. She such a sweet, honest and beautiful girl, AND SHE WAS FOURTEEN!!! HOW CAN SOMEONE DO THAT TO A LITTLE AS KID!!! That's assault and he should have gone to jail....Honestly, no one should go through that pain, but why her. I sound selfish right now but still, she's to sweet to endure so much pain... and she was young too. I can't stop thinking about that shit. It pisses me off. I check the time and it's 10:50 pm. Fuck let me go to sleep...I drift of still thinking about it. I will let her see through the evil. And I will let her see what it means to be loved...
