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LIKE MY GRANDMA ONCE TOLD ME, "Don't do drugs Eden... or you'll do some messed up shit like me, getting pregnant with your mother"... except for the pregnant part.
I fucked Stan.
I fucked fucking Stanley Barber.
"Sorry I went home with out telling you guys," Sydney said as she sipped on her milkshake, "I forgot that I had to pick my brother up"
Stan, Dina, Syd, and I were sitting in a booth at this diner Syd's mom worked at. It was a pretty big diner, but not a lot of people were there. The sound of the radio and glass plates filled up the large spacious room.
"So what did you guys do after I left?" Syd asked. Stan and I looked at each other and our faces blushed up.
"We listened to music-," "We played games-," we said at the same time.
"We... uh... listened to music and played games," I said.
"Y-Yeah," Stan said quietly.
"What game?" Dina asked.
"Um...," fuck.
"The game of life," Stan blurted out. The girls gave us a weird look. Before they could say anything else, Syd's mom brought our food to our booth.
I could sense that Syd and Dina were still suspicious. When Stanley got up to go to the bathroom, the girls started bombarding me with questions.
"So what did you guys really do?" Dina asked.
"What?" I asked.
"They definitely fucked, who the fuck plays the game of life" Syd said as she laughed.
"I mean I guess we did..." I mumbled.
"You had sex with Stanley Barber" Dina said out loud. Her eyes were wide and her cheeks were blushed up. Everyone looked at us, including Liam, Syd's little brother.
"Oh my god, shut up" I said and I pushed Dina's face away.
"Was it good?" Syd asked.
"What kind of question is that?" I asked back as I munched on my fries, "I mean sex felt like sex I guess?"
"So you're not a Virgin?" Dina asked.
"No?"
"What are you guys talking about?" Stanley asked as he came back from the restroom.
"Oh, nothing.... just girl talk?" Syd said and I could see that Dina was rolling her eyes out.
Soon, we all got up and left. Syd was in a bad mood because she got into another argument with her mom... they must not have a good relationship.... I mean, I can relate. The group split up after we left; Syd went with Liam, Dina went home, and Stanley went to his job at the bowling alley.
I dragged my feet home as I thought for how i actually fucked Stanley, on the first day I met him. Gosh, I'm become more and more like my mother. When I reached my house, there was a car parked. My mom was here.
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I quickly walked into the house, trying to reach my room with her knowing.
"Where do you think you are going?" I heard.
"Um, to my room... obviously?" I said trying to make the conversation as short as possible.
"Where were you last night?" My mother asked.
"Since when do you care?"
"I am your mother whether you like it or not"
"Well I don't like it" I said then tried to go upstairs.
"Where were you last night?"
"I was at a friend's" I said.
"You were with a boy weren't you?" She argued.
"What if I was?"
"So you were at a boy's house" she said.
"He's just a friend!" I said. She looked at me a rolled her eyes.
"Don't lie to me!" She screamed.
"Fine! I fucked him! Is that what you wanted to hear?" I yelled.
"What? Y-You're not a virgin anymore?" She asked.
"I haven't been one since 8th grade!" I yelled and stormed into my room.
Oh fuck, I told my mom I fucked a boy in 8th grade.
A tsunami of regrets hit me as fast as I slammed my door. I threw myself into my bed and buried my body under the covers, not wanting to be bothered, but that was when stupid Stanley Barber decided to call me.
"What do you want?" I groaned into my phone.
"Wanna hang out?" He asked.
"Timing Barber, your timing is never right!" I exclaimed.
"So is that a yes?"
"Yes, you can come over" I mumbled. What the fuck am I saying, I don't want him over.
