Better Than I Know Myself: Benny/Ethan song fic
UPDATE: FIXED GRAMMER
DISCLAIMER: I don't own My Babysitter's A Vampire (the creators own that) or the lyrics to "Better Than I Know Myself" (Adam Lambert owns that)
Song: Better Than I Know Myself
Artist: Adam Lambert
Pairing: Benny/Ethan
Rated: T (just to be safe)
WARNING: boyxboy relationship! DON'T LIKE DON'T READ!!
Background Info: Benny and Ethan have been dating for 6 months now, they have taken things really slow, and they haven't even kissed each other yet. Benny is recovering from a slight case of depression. (Reasons for the depression are unknown (I'm too lazy to come up with a reason))
Also this is my first Benny/Ethan story and my first song fic (so be gentle) I just love this pairing so fracking much!!!!
(Enough talking let’s get started!)
Lyrics are in brackets!
[Cold as ice
And more bitter than a December
Winter night
That's how I treated you]
"Benny I'm sorry. I don't know what I did wrong but I'm sorry!" Ethan shouted. Benny sat on his bed, arms crossed starting at the floor. "Benny, why aren't you talking to me? Benny please!"
[And I know that I
I sometimes tend to lose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth]
"get out Ethan," he said quietly.
"What? Why?" Ethan replied.
"I said get out, Ethan!" Benny said louder.
"Not until you tell me what I did wrong!"
"ETHAN GET OUT!" benny shouted.
"No"
Ethan felted a hot hand slap him across the face. He gasped. "Get out now" Benny said at a normal level, tears forming in his eyes "please."
Ethan stared at him in shock. Then ran out the door holding his face and sobbing.
[I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say]
Benny sat back down on his bed and started to cry. He was shocked at what he just did. He hit his boyfriend, the love of his life. He didn't know why. He shouldn't even be mad. "Ethan had just kissed Sarah, that was it. Just a peck. Nothing more. Right? Ethan had been speeding a lot of time with her. Ethan wouldn’t cheat on me" Benny said to himself, "he wouldn't maybe it is a good thing. We can’t spend every second with each other. Separation is a good thing. But I have to apologies. I don't know what I would do without him."
[Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself]
