I'm sure I'd ask him to kill me, if I knew it'd make him happy.
God forsaken soul of mine, clawing through my throat.
I don't want to confess
And he doesn't want to know.
Everything's better a secret,
As long as he doesn't care
Why should I?
I thought one day I'd be happy.
Moving on is harder when there's no closure.
You weren't ever mine
You fucking inconsiderate prick.
Why do I still love you in such a massacre of faith?
I would lay down my life to get that recognition.
You never told me if that last I hate you was a joke.
I thought you were different
Before you ground my heart to dust.
Did you know ashes can burn?
Did you know I thought I was happy?
Did you ever try and find me too?
You don't think of me like I think of you.
Did you kiss her goodbye
Or did she run away
When the monsters came out to play.
I pitied you
When she took your rubber band.
I wish I could say I still felt sorry,
But you fucked me up past that.
Oh, breaker of trust I will write your name in pills to swallow
One last breath wasted on asking you to save me.
I never knew I was selfish till you called me so.
I never was till you broke my heart.
Watch me burn in your flames.
You did this to my mind.
